Disciples of love ; joji x reader

He's goddamn gorgeous but why is he so goddamn cold?

Joji went on to the other room as I was left with his friends

"Hey, aren't you Idubbz? Ya know, from youtube?"

His eyes widen as his cheeks flushed red

"Uh. Haha, yeah" he scratched the back of his head

"Dude, I love your videos. Wait, what's George's youtube channel though?"  I raised an eyebrow

"It's fi-"
"Shut up, Ian. Don't tell her" Joji interrupted as he sat next to me and put his arm around me.

Shit he's touching ME

I turned to him and saw him already grinning at me.

"Hey man, we're gonna head home now. Goodluck" Max winked at Joji as they both stepped out the door

"Fuck you, Max" Joji laughed

"Wanna watch a movie?" He suggested
"Yeah sure" I shrugged my shoulders and watch him silently pick a movie.
After he simultaneously choosing between '50 first dates' and 'Jerry Mcguire', We eventually settled to watch '50 first dates'.

He got up and made some popcorn and nuggets first. As I was watching him, I can't help but to think;

Imagine being this guy's boyfriend? How goddamn lucky can you be?
Oh shit he caught me staring

"Couldn't hold it in huh?" He snickered, continuing to fry the nuggets.

"Huh?" "Oh." I placed my hands on my face to save from embarrassment.
He just laughed and continued to do what he was doing.

I decided to pull out my phone and instagram, scrolling and scrolling as I saw someone I follow posted a picture who may or may not look like joji himself. I analyzed the picture, It seemed to be a fan with Joji with the caption "oh shit fam I met joji kill me now" .

I stood up and quickly showed him the picture
"This you?"

"Oh yeah" he chuckled

"You're famous?" I gasped

"I do music shit" He shrugged, making it seem like it doesn't matter

"What's your IG fam?l" I searched 'sushitrash' as soon as he mentioned it

Holy mother of God,
Can't he be more perfect?

"Dude, you look fucking amazing in all of these pictures" I complimented, watching him set down the popcorn and nuggets.

"Well, thank you." He bowed playfully
He sat next to me and put his arm around my shoulder once again,
As I buried my face in his neck and watched the movie .

After several movies, It was now 3:22 and joji was passed out with his head on my thighs.

"I love you." I whispered, shedding a tear, thinking he wouldn't hear

As soon as the words rolled out of my tongue, he immediately sat straight up.

"Why are you still awake?" He asked, itching his eyes

"I was watching you sleep"

"Well that's a bit creepy isn't it" he chuckled