Song imagine- Back to you- robbie kay

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I know you say you know me well. But these day I don't even know myself.

Y/n POV

I pushed my chest out more as I walked down the corridor. All eyes on me. But I was only interested in. The green eyes of my boyfriend. Robbie Kay the school nerd.

You see in my school I'm seen as the it girl. Every boy wanted to be with me and every girl wanted to be me. But there was only one boy I wanted ever since. Me and Robbie have known each other since we were toddlers. He thinks he knows me well but the thing is I hardly know myself these days.

No I always thought I'd be with someone else I thought I'd own the way I felt.

I walked right passed Robbie with a smirk on my face. You see the it girl and the nerd wouldn't really be accepted in this school so we are a secret.

The funny thing was that I thought me and Robbie would never be together. We were so different. He liked chess and good grades whilst I liked fashion and Instagram. But you know what they say opposites attract.

I call you but you never even answer. I tell you that I'm done with wicked games.

But for the last few days Robbie has been ignoring me. He doesn't answer my calls or reply to my texts. I've sent him a voicemail to tell him to stop this stupid game he's playing.

But then I get so numb with all the laughter that I forget about the pain.

I smiled as my best friend, Louise, came running over to me. She knew of me and Robbie and our problems at the moment. So her main goal right now was to make me laugh at what she was telling me and to be honest it is kinda helping hide the pain.

You stress me out you kill me.

"Why are you ignoring me Robbie?" I asked when I caught him in the library by himself " I haven't done anything"

He placed his bookmark in his book and stood up "figure it out y/n" he said before walking out leaving me baffled

You drag me down, you fuck me up

Whatever has turned him so depressed is rubbing off on me I cant think of what I've done to upset him so much. It's fucking with my brain.

I don't know how to make it stop

He is my drug and I'm addicted but what happens when your drug runs away from you?

You know my friends they give me bad advice like move on get you out my mind

"I'm telling you Robbie if you don't like the fact that she's keeping you two a secret you should just end it" Jared shrugged before taking a big bite of his sandwich.

I sighed whilst pushing my pasta around "I don't want to break up with her I love her. I just think she's just ashamed of my status as the schools nerd"

You got me so addicted to the drama. I tell myself I'm done with wicked games.

"She thinks I'm playing a silly little game but it's her that started the game when she decided to keep us a secret. I would like to be able hold her when I want and where I want not just when she says it's okay

And I guess you'll never know all the bullshit that you put me through and I guess you'll never know

"I want to tell her that but I'm too scared to so I'll guess I'll just keep acting like this until she either figures it out herself or calls it quits" I shrugged before looking down at my pasta, not knowing about the person standing behind me

But I keep on coming back to you

I was writing out my homework when my phone pinged. It was a text

Y/n ❤️: hey go on my live call on Facebook 😉

My eyebrows knotted together but I listened anyway. I joined her live video to see her looking down at the screen. It looks like nearly half the school was on this video. Figures she is the it girl.

A smile then graced her lips. "Hey Robbie" she said. I didn't know if to smile or not.

She then looked up at the camera. "Hey guys you might be wondering why I'm on live videoing right now so I'll tell you. Everyone knows Robbie Kay right?"

There was a bunch of comments most about me being that quiet kid at the front of the class

"Well I just wanted to tell everyone that Robbie and I have been going out for the last few months. And I hate keeping it a secret so I wanted to tell everyone. I want to be able to hug him when I want, kiss him when I want and tell him I love him when I want"

I held my breath. She what?

She then smiled brighter "so I'll say it now Robert Andrew Kay I love you"

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