Thomas brodie sangster, Robbie Kay and Asa butterfield imagines

Song imagine- Fix you - asa butterfield

When you try so hard but you don't succeed. When you get what you want but not what you need.

Y/n's PoV

The cold air entrapped itself around me as I wrapped my hand tighter round myself. It was hard to see in this street but I didn't care I just had to leave. I had to leave, I needed to leave. I'm fed up of being ignored by every one even my own family.

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep. Stuck in reverse.

I had to leave at this time of night otherwise I would of been caught. The downside to this is that I'm so tired but I know that I must go. It's the only way I can be happy in my dull depressing life.

And the tears come streaming down your face

I know that I should be happy about leaving and I will be soon but for now I'm just going to miss having somewhere to hide and be safe from the outside world. Away from the harsh words people say when they think I can't hear them.

When you lose something you can't replace

This all started after the death of my brother, dean. My parents couldn't bare to look at me, his girlfriend, the most popular girl in school, turned against me and the only thing I would get from anyone was a stare or two then a cold shoulder.

When you love someone but it goes to waste. Could it be worse?

I remember one of the hardest things was accepting the fact that my brothers best friend wouldn't be coming over to the house anymore. Because I have been in love with him for as long as I could remember. He never blamed me for the death but he never spoke to me after that day.

Lights will guide you home. And ignite your bones and I will try to fix you

A light shone behind me. I turned to look to see a car start to pass me but then it suddenly stopped next to me. The tinted windows started to roll down. I held my breath in fear.

Then a familiar face appeared. His blue eyes stared into my soul. It was Asa, My bothers best friend. "Y/n what are you doing out at this time? And why have you got a camping rucksack on?"

I looked down at the pavement "I'm leaving Asa" I mumbled before carrying on walking.

When your too in love to let it go

"What!" Asa yelled jumping out of the car and running up behind me. He gripped my hand and wouldn't let it go when I tried to tug it out. "Why are you leaving?"

I started to breath hard "I have to Asa! I can't stand this anymore! I'm fed up of being so ignored ever since Dean died that's all I felt!" I was now braking down and that's when Asa pulled me into a hug which I gladly accepted. I really needed this. I've needed this ever since Dean died. I then looked at the piercing blue eyes.

But if you never try you'll never know Just what your worth

That's when I decided that I needed to do something before I leave him forever. I leaned up and pressed my lips to his. He quickly pulled away "what are you doing y/n"

"I just needed to do that before I left" I said before pulling out of his arms and began to walk away again.

Tears streaming down your face. When you lose something you cannot replace.

The tears from earlier started to appear again as I walked away from the guy I loved. But at least I got to know what he felt before I leave this god forsaken place.

Tears streaming down your face. I promise you will learn from my mistakes.

I started to wipe the tears away from my cheeks. I have to think happy now I was going to be free now. That's when I was tugged again

Lights will guide you home, and ignite your bones and I will try...

That's when I saw Asa smash his lips onto mine

To fix you