Arranged To Bieber

chapter 39

Justin's pov

as I was walking to Tina's room with a smile on my face as I finally admitted to myslef that I had feelings for her

as I got near her room, I stopped at the door earsdropping what was Tina and Nana were saying.

my heart sank at the realisation that she said the word divorce and how her life was miserable spending it with me

I tugged at the end of my hair before I spoke up "is that your final discion you want a divorce" I was really hoping that she would say No but instead she nodded her head and I felt my heart break

tears started to well up in my eyes but I held them back. the doctor came in and checked up on her as her eyes were glued to mine and I didnt dare to look away cause I didnt want to lose her now. I was so blind to notice a thing that was in front of me this whole time

all these things that were happening made me relize that Tina is the girl that I want and im going to fight to have trust for once and for all. I cant let her slip away from me.. I made alot of wrong descisons with her and now I vow that I wouldnt touch that Tina or abise her in any way

I didnt know I was still staring at her until she coughed and made me blink a couple of times

Nana wanted to go home so I staued with her sitting on the chair near her bed and she was trting to avoid my stares but what caught my eye outside Tina's room was selena who came running to me and sat on my lap and attached her lips to mine

I havent seen selena in years the last time I could recall is when she fucked my best friend raymond at club we went to on a Saturday in the guys toilets and I was so pissed off at her and I was to drunk to notice where I was driving and had a accident landing me in the hospital

"selena stoo. what are you doing?" I told her backing away from the kiss

"justin im sorry please forgive I love you so much" she told me with her irritating voice

I looked at Tina who looled hurt and tears were forming in her eyes but she instently looked away to the other side.

I knew she was crying from her sniffling and I just wanted to go and hug her and tell her your the girl for me and how much I love you Tina but I didnt have he courafe to do so

                         ********

hey guys thabks for your votes and comments. I appreciate it so much

vote, comment and share xoxox beautiful

Instagram: mybieber95

Twitter: mybieber95