Through Sex, Drugs, and Rock n' Roll (sequel to Sixx saved me)

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"Nikki... you promise you will call every night right?" I asked as I cuddled to his chest in the airport.

Today was the day. Mötley Crüe left on their tour and I was left alone with Syd. It wasnt a bad thing, I would just miss him so much. We practically hadnt been separated since I was released from the hospital when Steven died. It was gonna be hard for me.

"I promise baby. I will every chance I get." He cradled me close to him and kissed my lips. Vince had Syd with him and was in the little store getting some food for their flight. I looked over and saw him holding her up, smiling at her and almost admiring her.

"Vince really loves Syd, dont he." I wispered.

"Yah he does. I wouldnt be surprised if he up and stole her from us. Ive never seen him act this way before." He chuckled.

"Nikki..." I started. I put my forhead on his chest and took a deep breath. He put his finger under my chin and lifted my head up.

"Whats wrong babe?" He asled, soumding generally concerned.

"Im scared Nik... youre goin out with your friends and youre gonna be surrounded by girls that will do anything to get in your pants. Im just scared that theyll succeed." I mumbled.

"Joan... I... I wont let them. im gonna try my hardest not to. But if I do, just know that its meaningless. It will be nothing like ours. Its meaningless. Just know that I love you Joan. I love you and Syd and im gonna try my hardest to stay faithful. I just need you to know that I will probably be drunk or high or sedated and that it means nothing if I do." He said seriously. I bit my lip as tears started forming in my eyes.

Of course I know its meaningless, but it still hurts to think that he could be somewhere else fuckin a girl thats probably still in high school or is a drop out.

"I know..."

"Joan, dont worry. When I get back, we will make the most passionate amazing love you could imagine. I love you." He wispered. I giggled and pulled away from him. Vince was coming over to us with a bag full of food and Syd in his right arm. Mick and Tommy are no where to be seen. I took Syd from Vince's arms and held her in mine. I brushed her cheek with my thumb and then looked up at Nikki. He took her from me and kissed her nose. He held her close to his chest, like he would mever let go. He closed his eyes and put his nose against her head.

"Im gonna miss you and mommy Sydypoo. Im gonna miss you both so much." He wispered. I smiled and looked at Vince, who was smiling goofilly at Nikki and Syd. I heard their flight number get called and looked at Nikki sadly. He kissed me again and handed me Syd. He kissed her cheek and told her he loved her. Then looked up to me.

"I love you Joan, I'll call. I promise. I'll miss you two so much." He said as he kissed my lips. Vince coughed. I looked over at him and he raised his eyebrow.

"You need to go now. I love you too." I kissed his lips one more time before he walked away and went to their plane. I watched their flight take off from the window.

"There goes daddy, Syd. I miss him already." I wispered to her. She cooed a and stretched her little starfish shaped hands out to grab a handfull of my hair. She giggled and closed her eyes. Her nostrils turned white, which only indicates one thing. She just took a shit in my arms. I rolled my eyes and started to the parking lot. When I got to the car I quickly changed her and put her in her car seat.

"Well Syd... Were on our own for a while." I said I I climbed into the front seat and started the car. She made a little grunting noise and closed her eyes. "Syd I know you cant inderstand what im saying, but I dont care. I miss him already baby." I sighed and started home.