Through Sex, Drugs, and Rock n' Roll (sequel to Sixx saved me)

3 -Nikki's p.o.v.-

"Vince you son of a bitch get off of me!" I yelled. He had me pinned against the wall, I think he was cuffing my hands together.

"Sorry man, im doin this for your own good. Heroin isnt somethin you should be into when you got a wife and kid." He said as he pulled me out in the room and down the hallway, only about five or six down and then opened a door. He pushed me in and locked the door behind him. he stood there and stared at me.

"Come on man, this really isnt nessisary. let me out." Vince shook his head.

"Sorry... Now once you calm down and except the fact that youre staying in here, then ill take those cuffs off." He said sternly. I sighed, excepting that I wasnt leaving, and plopped down on the bed.

"Okay..." Vince took a deep breth and sat down next to me. "She told me not to tell you this... but Joan is really worried about this drug addiction. She didnt tell me to dk this, she actually just told me to keep an eye out for ya, but I felt like that shit want enough so here the fuck we are." He looked at me blankly, alnost waiting for me to react. I furrowed my eyebrows and rolled my shoukders, looking forward.

"She... she said... that it was fine as long as it didnt effect our marriage and Syd." He sniffed then shrugged.

"She didnt want you to think she was scared or worried man, after all shes fuckin been through. Shes had to be tuff and not show worry or being scared. I could tell in her voice she was scared."

I stood up and looked around for a phone. I have to call her.

"Wheres a phone. I gotta call her. And get these fuckin cuffs off me man." Vince got up and got the cuffs off of me, then I found a phone on the desk. I dials our number and waited for her to pick up. It rang twice before hearing my wifes beautiful voice.

"Hello?" She said softly.

"Joan!" I almost squealed.

"Nikki?"

"Yah baby, its me." I said quietly.

"Hey, I was just feeding Syd, then I put her down. I wish you would have called 10 minutes ago... she misses her daddy." She paused. "And so does her mommy." That made my heart drop. Both of my girls miss me and im here doin drugs and drinkin till I pass out then goin and playin music for a bunch of people.

"I miss you girls too. Im so sorry. I want to come back, but I cant." I took a deep breath. "Joan... im so so sorry for everything."

"Its... okay. But what are you talking about?"

"I didnt know that I was worrying you so much... im gonna stop. Vince is helpin me right now." She didnt say anything for a second. All I heard was her breathing, which had seemed to speed up.

"Nikki..." She said shakily.

"Whats wrong baby? You sound like youre crying."

"Nikki... hes back... B...Bill broke out of jail... hes gonna come for me... hes gonna kill me and Syd... hes... hes gonna kill us..." She kept mumbling the same thing over amd over again.

"Wait... how do you know?"

"The news... hes gonna kill my baby." She started sobbing into the phone. I started to panic,what if Bill found her and Syd amd really did kill her? I cany let that haplen! I have to go back!

"Joan... Joan baby, calm down. He wont find you honey, you and Syd will be okay. Im gonna come back right now. I'll be there as soon as I can. Just stay in the apartment and lock the door and the windows. Stay away from the windows and just...dont answer the door. Im gonna be home as soon as I can."

"Okay... okay... please hurry Nikki." She took a deep breath. "Im scared."

"Youre gonna be okay baby. I love you. Tell Syd I love her too." I said softly.

"Okay... I love you too. We both do." Then she hung up. I turned to Vince and he looked at me funny.

"I need to go back.". I stood up and walked to the door.

"Why?"

"Bill broke out of jail." I looked at him and he looked like he didnt believe me.

"He did what?"

"He broke out of jail. We gotta fuckin go back. Now, before he find Joan and Syd." I opened the door and rushed down the hallway to my room. Vince followed behind me and went to get Mick and Tommy. I ran into my room and got my bag. When I left the room I ran into Tommy who looked almost scared.

"No. You guys have to stay here. Call Dave or someone to replace me until I get back. If I need you guys I'll just call." I pushed past all of the guys, but Vince grabbed my arm. I turned towards him, but yanked my arm away.

"Nikki one of us has to go with you." He said. I looked at Mick and Tommy, who both nodded their heads.

"Well then... which one of you bastards wants to come?" All of their hands shot up. "Okay. Tommy you come."

"Yes!" He pulled his fist down and went into his room to grab his bag. He quickly came out with it again and we headed off to the airport. When we arrived and got our tickets.(which were to a plane that left in about 30 minutes.) We sat down in one of the waitinf things and started waiting... very impatiently.

"Nikki... you never used to be this way." Tommy said while he twiddled with his thumbs.

"What way?"

"I mean... to Joan, you act like you'd take a bullet for her. Its like her and Syd are the most perfect things in the world to you. You protect them so much and you've never been this way with any girl before. Why?" I sniffed, then thought for a second.

"Well... its because I wpuld take a bullet for her. Id do anything for her and Syd. I love them both. It didnt happen before because I didnt feel love like I do for Joan with those girls.... I mean, all they were was groupies wanting to fuck a rock star and then go brag about it." He hung on to every word I was saying.

"You can tell just by the way you look at her and like... talk about her. And when you talk to her, you talk in a really soft voice that you only talk like when youre talkin to Joan or Syd. I think its cool man." He smiled.

"Thanks... you'll be this way somwday probably." He leaned back and scoffed.

"Hell no man, thats one thing that aint gonna happen." I shrugged.

"You never know man, it could happen."

"Whate-" He was interpreted by an announcement over the speaker.

"Flight 328 is boarding now."

"Thats us. Come on." We stood up and grabbed out backpacks, then boarded out flight.