Perfectly Matched | Levi X Reader •AU• (COMPLETED)

Chapter 33: Bittersweet

Chapter 33: Bittersweet

I told Levi everything. I told the person I was hiding this things to without knowing it was him.

When my idiocy will stop?

I always encounter foolish things.

Does fate just really playing with me?

Because if it is.... I can't bear it.

"I-..." I covered my mouth in total shock. Okay. I'm now certain that I was conscious about his presence.

But all I was worrying was about the words I've said... he heard it in wrong time.

He sighed. "It's fine." I felt disappointment in his voice...

"No- I mean-!" My eyes were locked on his not even taking a look away. I don't know how, or where did I get this large amount of courage for me to state the truth this instant. "A-about all of you heard... recently." I lowered my voice. "It was all.... true....

.... and yes....

It was really you..."

Instead of hearing words from him, I recieve another affectionate move from his lips to mine.

Why...?

I felt a tear escaped my right eye as I slowly kiss back. There's an adrenaline running through my head to do it with this kind of passion but I thought of keeping control.

I pulled away and stood up. No. This can't be. He was just probably confused too. He's too carried away.

This kiss is not meant.

It was a mistake. A huge mistake.

A mistake made by confusion.

I was about to ran away when he stood up and grabbed my arm.

"(Y/n), don't leave," He held my arm tightly but still trying to be gentle. "Please..."

He was facing my back and I began to roll tears from my eyes. I can't hold back these hot liquid coming from my eyes anymore.

"Your memories already left everyone and me," Levi whispered with a husky voice. " So I don't want to lose you either..."

My heartbeat seemed to stop. He doesn't want me to leave. Levi Ackerman doesn't want me to let go of my feelings....  I looked down, seeing those tears fall down to my feet. Levi was still facing my back while keeping a tight grip on my arm, trying to not let go of me. I paused from crying and looked up.

He already admitted the same thing. I always thought this would never happen. But right this time, it was...

"(R/n), I am sure of what I was feeling. You see. When you're around, I feel it. The weirdest thing in my nerves that makes my damn cold heart beat fast. When you came into my life, this organ started feeling again. You... made me feel positive. It is not love that makes me feel this way. It was being with you that makes me smile and happy.  I maybe shitty with showing you these things but (r/n) I know this is something you haven't heard from me before.... But now, I'm directly telling you. I love you. " he held my wrist but now gently. "So... (Y/n). May I court you?"

My eyes widened at his words and a smile formed my lips but tears threatening to fall out from my sore eyes.

Why being drunk had this effect on me? Crying.

But I feel something. So it just means that I know this is happening. This isn't a dream from having a hangover.

"(R/n).... I know I became a douche for a couple of times but this time I'm being true. Even if it costs my dignity as the Levi Ackerman that you once knew to rot and I'm standing here telling you how I feel, which I know everyone never sees but you..." he said sincerely. "So... (R/n)? Please... answer me."