A few poems

Scared

I'm falling in this endless dark pit
The only sound was my scream
I was expected to come out alive
But I was not sure
Was it the end of me?
Or will I live to others expectations
Everything stilled around me
My screams stopped
I reached the end of the pit
It was so dark
What to do?
Then at that time
My biggest fear was to disappoint
Disappoint others, myself
There was no way out
I felt digusted that I was so helpless
I was disgustingly weak
But I was also scared
Where will I leave this darkness?
I was scared of becoming the darkness itself if I stayed too long
Even though being a people pleaser is equally toxic