W&D Scribbles#2

Silent Screamer

When will it be stopped?
Not even an hour and u woke me up

It was vivid
I can see everything through my eyes shut

it was scary
I was so scared
I felt a body laying next to mine

My tears were flowing uncontrollably
He was staring,
A dark figure was watching myself struggled between life and death

laughing,
And I can hear laughter
while I was losing my air to breath

It was horrific,
I don't want to live
and sleep every night
Waking up and
feeling like this

God, I tried to move away
move away from my bed
I Tried to move my limbs
But it was stiffened,
my body was glued on my bed
and I thought I couldn't survive the night

not until I called his name
I know I couldn't make it on my own
so I prayed, I prayed above hoping he would hear me cry and be my ally
in the middle of the war
and rescue my life from its own battle
but I couldn't utter a single word,
My head refused to cooperate, I didn't know what to do, they twisted my tongue
that failed me from attempting to pray.

I don't know what to do
It was so dark
I couldn't see anything
other than shadows terrified my life

So, called out his name all over again,
Cursed away the demon inside of my head, I drove them out of my mind, I know it was just the demon inside my head playing myself that night.
and if I let them, then I am a failure to survive the fight, Until I finally shut my eyes open after that terrible nightmare.

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12-24-17
1:55 am
-❤L-
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"don't lose your hope and win your own battle,remember you're capable of winning in so many ways.