I Lost My Poesies

ILMP#2

Entry no. 2 ❤

---trewki❤

There was a girl i know who always wear her smile everytime we meet,

With her pretty eyes,

beautiful face,

pouty lips,

rosy cheeks

and with her white but not so perfect teeth,

She said Goodmorning to me but i couldnt hear,

She looks messy in her hair but she doesnt care,

She looks very tired but she manage to smile to start a good day,

That makes everyone think that she's fine,

Because she smiled widely the whole time,

That makes everyone think that she's fine,

Because she laughed loudly everytime,

But She takes only a minute of laughing with somebody,

She takes only an hour of chitchating with anybody,

But the sadness takes a second to sit with her when she's with no body.

She's not fine but she pretend,

She's the girl i knew who loves of hurting herself.

She smiled at me as i smiled at her,

Although it is a kind of fake

She looks so simple but a lil puzzled,

Looking at her eyes,

it is like she only want to cry in the corner of the jungle,

She is not alright but she keep on wearing a smile,

She's not okay but she seems so happy for a while,

She's acting crazy when she's with everybody,

But feels sad and filled by darkness when she's with nobody.

I know this girl who afraid to share,

She's afraid to share her feeling because she knew that no one cares,

Because they didnt listen even they hear,

Because they're not looking even they see,

Because it is nothing when it is about her feelings.

She's not fine but she pretend,

She's the girl i knew who loves of hurting herself.

She feel like she's dying but no one can hear her screaming,

She feel like she's alone when she need somebody to be with her coz she cant handle her broken heart with her own.

And while exploring at her eyes,

she only wants to cry in the corner,

And i am her,

standing watching her tears flowing,

but im not a deaf as not to hear her sobs and burst her feelings

Why does she have to be that way?

She act like everything is okay,

But why when her eyes meet mine,

i only see sadness and grey.

Because she's broken,

But There's nothing she can do about it,

And now she open her eyes and smile,

She faced me in a piece of glass,

I saw the girl in my mirror.

And i am here, looking at my reflection,

i am not fine but i pretend,

I am the girl and i love hurting myself.

"Girl in My Mirror"

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Trewki-

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