after Augustus

Chapter 5

HEY YALL! sorry im from the south!! :) hahah! Anyways! im really excited as a new writer seeing my story has hit the Pathetic number of 60 reads! LOLZ just kidding! Im really excited even if its not a lot! I just wanted to say thank you and sorry for making you waste 3 minutes of your life reading this unsophisticated and boring authors note! Now to the story! oh and my goal is for 100 reads and 30 votes!

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Listen to the song 'What you Wanted' by One Republic

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 "Hazel......" He says softly. He has worry in his eyes.                                                                                      "What are you......." He stopped because I started sobbing uncontrollably. Embarrassed, I sat up and put my head in my hands which were on top of my knees that were closely tucked in. I let the cigarette fall onto the floor, out  of my mouth. I hear him walking towards me, so I glance up at him and give him a dirty look.                                                                                                                                        "Hazel, I'm not trying to replace Gus or anything, but I really do like you. And just because he died doesn't mean you need to push away everyone that cares about you."  I look up at him with the eyes of a child and the feelings of a scolded puppy. Like the idiot I am, I started crying.

     Again.

      I lay my head down in the hospital bed, curl up on my side, and cry into my hands.                              "Hey, its ok. Your going to be alright." He scoops me up into his arms and holds me tight. I was hesitant at first, but then I knew I was broken and he was whole. So I allowed him to do so. We sat there together until I calmed down. It was nice, I haven't had someone comfort me this way for a long time. (With the exception of mom and dad) As I sat there with him I said                                            "We shouldn't be doing this." I felt guilty.                                                                                                "Augusts up there needs to see you move along your life." Then I say,                                                    "Yeah. I know. It's what he wants." What he wanted. I thought back to what he said earlier about Oblivion. I decided it wouldn't hurt me again.                                                                                                "You fear Oblivion?"  Then he says,                                                                                                                      "Yeah, like Gus says I fear it like..." I cut him off and finish his words.

"The Proverbial blind man afraid of the dark."

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Ok lovelies! that's it for right now!! haha sorry its short! so today in class (When my teacher wasn't paying attention) i did some of chapter 6. so i MAYBE will finish tonight. I will try! 

Dont get hit by a car! ~Olivia

HAHA Lolz jk