Comfort

I Got a Little Crush

After that whole incident in school , I left with Ray now we chilling at my house. " Why you never texted me , " I asked trying to start a conversation . " Idk "he said quietly. " I kinda hoping you would " I smiled slightly. " Why " he seemed a little curious . " I don't know so , we could talk and stuff " I giggled. " About what stuff ? " he said. " I don't know " I looked down at my fuzzy socks . "Oh" he said looking down at his socks . He was acting all moppy . It was really bringing me down. " Are you still upset ? " I said playing with his braids . He looked at me then , looked back down " I don't know I just don't feel worthy , they always pick with me and it really does bother me I can't stick up for myself " he whispered. " I lifted his head up so , we could be eye to eye " Your worthy of everything , their the ones not worthy of you . You can stick up for yourself just be confident . Keep ya head up. " I smirked. He smiled a little " I didn't get to tell you Thank you for helping me back at school . That really meant alot to me , you mean a lot to me " . I smirked , omg did I love when he smiles. His braces show and then dimples he was pure perfection . I didn't understand why others don't see what I see in him . " No problem" I said putting my hand on his cheek .Are eyes locked , I saw him leaning in to kiss me so I closed my eyes I was a little scared but , idek why I was . Then , it happened we kissed I mean not no little peck like the first time but a really life kiss. My heart fluttered , my palms were starting to calm up , I couldn't breath . It was like I was 16 again . Ray was different . He was a little like Tom sweet and romantic but, Tom was more experienced . He was still basically baby. Then , I realized that I'm more experienced than Ray why was I freaking out this much over a kiss. Once , the kiss was over I opened on my eyes and so did Ray . I chucked a little " wow , you positive I was your first kiss ". " Yeah , I'm positive " he whispered in my ear . Omg he was taking me there. I got stop myself. I giggled and pushed him back a little " You starting to be a little playa and I see you you not slick ". We both laughed . Then Ray , looked down at his watch " Oh , I got go get my sister . See you later , " . "See you later wait you need a ride there ,? " I asked . " Nah , I'm straight "he said walking out the door. I watched him walk out the apartments and to the bus stop across the street.Then , I laid out on the couch I think I have a crush on Ray .

- Nicole