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January 2018
"Where did he go, though?" Asked Matt, I sighed. I laid down my bed, "I don't know either, Matt. He just left." I answered. "He didn't even told me he'll leave, that freaking hurts." I added, tearing up. He wrapped his arms around me, tears started to flow down my cheeks. "He's such a jerk." He mumbled. I didn't replied and let my tears out instead.
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"Thanks for coming over, Matt." I smiled as I lean on our door frame. He kissed my forehead, "Anytime for my bestfriend." He said and walked to the gate. Once he went out, I sighed. I went to our living room and watched Gravity Falls.
((a/n: i miss waTCHING GRAVITY FALLS))
"Lacey?" I looked at my brother, standing behind me. "You should be sleeping na, it's almost ten in the evening." He said. I shrugged and continued watching, I felt him sat beside me. "Ever since he-they rather-left, I didn't saw the old Lacey I knew." He told me, sighing. "You became more thin, you're skin is pale.." He added, examining my face and body. "The bags under your eyes grew bigger." He told me, caressing my face.
"Ang sakit kasi, Kuya." I replied, another batch of tears flowing down my cheeks. He didn't answered and hugged me tight instead. "Why would he leave without saying a word?" I sobbed, hugging him tighter. "Why did they left?" I asked, resting my head on his arm. "I want to give up already. Its been weeks." I continued. "Everything's going to be alright, soon." He said, running his fingers through my hair. "Promise?"
He looked down at me, smiling. "I promise."
The next day, I didn't went to school. I'm too lazy. I look like a mess, also. I decided to stay at my room all day, crying my heart out. It still stings, you know. Knowing your loved one left you without saying goodbye, then you'll know the next day, they just left like it the easiest thing ever. Benj is my first. My first boyfriend, my first kiss, my first heartbreak.
One o'clock in the afternoon strikes on the clock, I started to get bored. What to do what to do... I stood up and got my guitar, I'm going to make a cover!! It's been a awhile since I posted one. I opened my twitter and made a poll.
Twitter
felicenavidaaad
heyeyeyey! im bored, so i decided to make a cover!! im in the mood for some opm songssss, but.. which one of these songs should I make a cover? vote kayoooo
[Hiling by Silent Sanctuary]
[Migraine by MoonStar88]
[Castaway cover by Reese Lansangan]
937 replies | 834 retweets | 1,000 likes
My notifications are starting to blow up. An hour ended, most of them voted on Hiling. Bakit tamang tama sakin???? I sighed. I set up my cameras and my mic. I set up also the amplifier. I know the chords naman. I strummed and sang.
Now Playing: Hiling by Silent Sanctuary
Minsan 'di ko maiwasang isipin ka
Lalo na sa t'wing nag-iisa
Ano na kaya balita sayo
Naiisip mo rin kaya ako
Simula nang ikaw ay mawala
Wala nang dahilan para lumuha
Damdamin pilit ko nang tinatago
Hinahanap ka parin ng aking puso
Parang kulang nga kapag ika'y wala
It's been weeks, I feel incomplete without him. My heart is craving for your love.. I need you.
At hihiling sa mga bituin
Na minsan pa sana ako'y iyong mahalin
Hihiling kahit dumilim
Ang aking daan na tatahakin
Patungo...
Ala-ala mong tinangay na ng hangin
Sa langit ko na lamang ba yayakapin
Nasan ka na kaya, aasa ba sa wala
Where are you, Benj? Lahat ng memories natin, parang bula na nawala nalang bigla.. kasama mo na iniwan ako at aasa namang baka isang araw, paggising ko, nadito ka na ulit. Na lahat ng ito'y panaginip lang.
At hihiling sa mga bituin
Na minsan pa sana ako'y iyong mahalin
Hihiling kahit dumilim
Ang aking daan na tatahakin
Patungo sa iyo, patungo sa iyo
Ipipikit ko ang aking mata dahil
Nais ka lamang mahagkan
Nais ka lamang masilalayan
Kahit alam kong tapos na
Kahit alam kong wala ka na...
I wiped my tears, gosh, I'm crying already 🙄. I breathed deeply before singing the last chorus.
At hihiling sa mga bituin
Na minsan pa sana ako'y iyong mahalin
Hihiling kahit dumilim
Ang aking daan na tatahakin
Patungo sa iyo, patungo sa iyo
Every night, I'll look up at the stars. Wishing that one day.. One day, you'll come back to me. I don't know if you still know me, I don't know if you still love me but I don't care. One thing's for sure, that it will always be you. No matter what happen, my love for you will never change.
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filler chap!!! sorry hehehe votes are highly appreaciated! thanm you for the hundred reads! love you fam :)
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