A Million Way's To Love You™ (On The Line) ♥ Book 4✔️

♡Chapter 11♡

When I look back up at him he's crying.  "Michael what's wrong?", He shakes his head and continues crying.  I sigh. "I-I am a loser and failure, I have lost everything", I rub his back.  "No you're not Michael you haven't lost everything", He stares at me intensively. "I lost you",...

*Michael's Point Of View*

Marilyn looks away. She's knows it's true. I have lost her. I feel that emotionally, I am broken. I want this punishment to be over. I want to wake up one morning only to realize this was all a bad dream. "I-I miss you Marilyn...", She looks back at me. "Michael...", "Just hear me out....", She nods. I take in a deep breath.  "I know this won't change anything but I'm sorry.  I'm so sorry.  For hurting you. I wasn't there in your time of need. I lost the sight of what I had, I let too many thing's get to me. I closed up. I'm sorry.  Seeing you moving on is killing me. I love you, always have and always will. I want you home.  I want this to be just a bad dream.", I said pouring my heart out. My heart is on my sleeve at this moment. Marilyn is looking at me with tears in her eyes.  I don't want a pity party, I just wanted to tell her the truth. She looks away finally. I want to pull her into my arm's. I want to kiss her. I want to hold her. Hell I want to take her and make love to her again. She finally speaks after a few moments. "Michael... I don't know what to say Michael ", I sigh. "Just say you love me, tell me you never stopped ", She shakes her head. "I-I can't...", I turn her head towards me. "Yes you can.. Just tell me you never stopped loving me.", Her tears become more frequent as she chokes out word's. "Babygirl I-", Channing walks in. I ignore him. He looks from me to Marilyn.  "Baby are you OK?", I roll my eyes. Marilyn sniffles and nods. He walks to her and helps her up. She breaks down more when he pulls her in for a hug. I look away. Feels like the knife in my heart is cutting deeper and deeper. Channing and I catch eyes. His eyes are screaming at me with disgust. I break the stare. "Michael... I think it's time for you to leave", He finally says. I sigh. "I need to use the restroom actually", He rolls his eyes. I stand up and jog off. I walk into the living room where Brandon was. "Brandon? ", I whisper. He jumps and stands up. "Oh hey dad you scared me", He walks up to me. "Dang how is your nose? ", I shrug. "It's ok still hurts I actually need to clean up the dry blood", He makes a face then nods. "I'm sorry Brandon", "For what? ", "Being a bad example", He shakes his head in disagreement.  "You're not a bad example of anything,  you're human dad. That's like me apologizing for liking girl's and boys. If you think Channing will replace you, don't. He can never replace the best father in the entire world.  Mom still loves you dad. She really does. She hasn't kissed Channing yet. They have been dating a week.", "I know Brandon... I just want thing's to be the way they were", He hugs me. "We all do dad", I smile and hug him back. When we break the hug, I walk out and make my way to the bathroom. After cleaning myself, I walk back into the kitchen.  "Just stopping to say bye", Channing was drinking water. He stops and looks up at me. "Where's Marilyn? ", "Upstairs", "Oh..", He nods.  "Well tell her I said bye", He doesn't respond. "Also tell her I'll call her later", He sighs. "Ok anything else?", I force a smile. "Treat her right...please ", He stares at me confused. I turn and walk out...

To Be Continued...