A Million Way's To Love You™ (On The Line) ♥ Book 4✔️

♡Chapter 18♡

*Michael's Point Of View *

I'm just now pulling our of Evelyn's driveway. I had to drop some thing's off for her after work. Now I'm on my way to Marilyn's. I'm actually speeding through. She has been blowing you my phone. I had to text her a long apology. I haven't gotten a response back yet. I just hope nothing too bad happened. I turn into her driveway a few minutes later. I take in a deep breath and exhale slowly. I turn off the ignition and climb out. Once I lock my car I jog up the steps and knock. I get no answer. I press the doorbell a couple of times. Finally after five minutes Jasmine appears from behind the door. I give her a warm smile. She doesn't respond just gives me a blank expression. I frown. "What's wrong Jas? ", She rolls her eyes. "You bringing me here", She muttered turning to walk away. I furrow my eyebrows trying to figure out her attitude. I shake my head feeling the need to leave it alone. Marilyn emerges from out of the living room. She looks stressed. I walk to her. "What's up with Jas? ", I asked watching Jasmine plop on the sofa. When my eyes meet Marilyn's, I noticed she looked like she had been crying. "Have you been crying? Marilyn what's going on?", She sighs and grabs my hand. I don't react I just follow as she leads me into the kitchen. She releases my hands. I wait patiently for a reply of some sort. She sits at the dining table and rubs her face. "Michael things are changing... ", I take a seat across from. "I know.. ", I finally replied. She fiddles with her hands. "I don't like what's happening look at our kids, Jasmine is just...I don't know anymore. Michael I'm scared. I sit silently. She is speaking nothing but the truth. But honestly it's too late to fix thing's at this point if that's where she's getting at. "Michael are you listening?... ", I nod. "Then say something... ", I sigh. "What is there to say? We have totally different lives, so much going on. Plus I don't know where you're getting at", She groans and rolls her eyes. "Michael... Just listen", "I already no what you're going say, Honestly it's just too late, okay? I have a baby coming.  You have moved on with Channing. Our lives have gotten in the way. There was space and opportunity,  where were you then?", She looks at me confused. "Michael what the hell are you talking about? ", "Us! You can't just move on and think I'm going to be here forever! It hurts Marilyn! ", Her confusion doesn't leave her face. "Just forget it...", She sighs. "Michael I'm sorry it hurts... Of it makes you feel better... We haven't done anything... ", I look at her hands. "You haven't done anything? ", I asked now looking up at her. She nods. "I just can't... not yet, I-I don't know... ", I crack a smile. That made me feel better about their relationship. "Good, I can't imagine him touching you or kissing you...You're still mine...", I stated proudly. Maybe a little too proudly. Marilyn raises an eyebrow. "Excuse me?", I rub the back of my neck. "Sorry... But seriously I don't want him to you know...with you... It would hurt too much", She sighs. "At least you would get a feel of what I went through, Look Michael we need to figure out what to do with the kids. Brandon was this close to destroying Jasmine and the house ", She gestured with her index finger and thumb for illustration. "Really?... I know I hate shrinks but I think it's time to see one", "She nods. "You think...",I chuckle. "God I miss you...", She slowly looks away from me. "Michael... You just said-", "I know, I know.  But sometimes I think damn I'm a fool... I know you don't want to know this but last time I almost got with Evelyn, I pissed her off by calling your name...She was so angry, honestly I found it funny", Marilyn shakes her head. "I don't care about you or your whores sex life...But that was disturbing... ", I chuckle and nod. "Yeah but you aren't getting the point, I still got the hots for you, never stopped..", I stated with a smirk. I don't know what's going on. If I'm not drunk I'm definitely high being around her. Either that or I drunk a truth serum. "Michael... why? Are you okay?", I nod and stand up. "Yes, I'm just being honest and open.", "Oh okay that's nice but we need to talk about the kids. ", I shake my head. "You know what else? I'm suddenly horny... ", I said walking towards her. She quickly stands up and moves away. "Michael what's wrong with you? Are you on something? ", Her eyes darted around. "No I'm just a really horny man...that's all.", I said eying her up and down. "Michael you're scaring me...", I stop in front of her. I have only felt this once and that's with her. She has my emotions everywhere. I will admit I'm not thinking, someone else is. Marilyn looks down. "Michael I think you shouldgo, you're obviously aren't in the right mind set.", I take one of her hand's.  "Marilyn you still love me, I know you want to just take me back and fix our family... Why do you keep fighting? ", She stares me right in my eyes. "Michael why do you do this?", I lift her hand and place it on my chest. "Because of thug..", I said referring to my heart. She sighs. "I love you...", I whispered leaning into her face. "Michael... ", She whispered not taking the chance to reject me. "Let it happen...", I whispered in return. I refuse to break our stare as I place my lips on their rightful place, on hers. She slightly gasps. I take my time creating a slow rhythm between our contracting lips. I can't explain the feeling. Her lips on mine. An old feeling I missed so much. I finally break the kiss pulling away slowly. Still in a mesmerized stare we remain silent.  I break the silence. "O missed that, God I missed that .", She nods. "Just let that be the last time please..", I nod. "okay..But after this one..", I said leaning back into her face. This kiss was more passionate then the last. "mmm, Michael we...we have to stop", Marilyn said against my lips as I rub on her thigh. "one more...", I begged. She shakes her head. I ignore her request.  With the next kiss I decide to be bold and slip my tongue in. A moan slips through her lips. I take my other hand and allow both to travel her sides. "Mmm mIch-Michael No...", She grabs my hands and removed them from her waist and moves to the side. "Michael I'll call you... ", Seeing that this was the last time she would ask me to leave I nod. "Okay... ", I replied softly.  I walk past her and whisper goodbye. She nods and looks away...

To be continued...