A Million Way's To Love You™ (On The Line) ♥ Book 4✔️

♡Chapter 23♡

*Michael's Point Of View*

Wrapping my head around the thought of my new chance of fatherhood was murdered-literally hurts. How can you kill an innocent child? When Evelyn told me what she did, I didn't believe her right away. She has threatened to get rid of the baby before, but I knew it was to keep me around. It worked but apparently not the way she wanted. It hurts me that she would do such an evil thing. It brought me back to the day I found out Marilyn was having a miscarriage. I don't think anyone is ever prepared for that. Thing's changed. Evidently I changed as well. I started running away from my problems using any aphrodisiac life would give me. Even when it try threw me Evelyn. I had every intention of putting a stop to it the first time it happened, but knowing that I could never make my wife anymore was killing me. When she hurts, I hurt. I hated watching her leave. I waited everyday for her to come back like last time. That what a year's wait before I could be near her again. Loosing my child taught me that. As for now, I'll focus on bettering myself to regain my family. Therefore I invited Marilyn over for dinner. I ran this through Dr. Mendel. He said not to get my hopes too high or push her too much. I was happy when she agreed. With the kid's in Florida for school break, this is the perfect time to talk to her; with no distractions. I just hopped out of the shower. I have goosebumps. I grab a white v-neck from the closet. I take my black skinny jeans of my bed. I make my way to the bathroom to retrieve my boxers and refreshments. Once I'm all dressed and smelling good I jog downstairs to finish the dishes. After ten minutes everything is all set. Marilyn's Baked Tilapia, Caesar salad,  and raspberry iced tea. For desert, strawberry cheese cake. I hear the doorbell. God I'm nervous. I walk quickly to the door. I take in a deep breath before opening the door. Once I open the door my face starts burning. Marilyn is standing there looking absolutely gorgeous. She looked slender in her black cocktail dress and high wedges. Her hair fell just past her shoulders. "H-Hey.... ", I whispered. "Hey.... ", I chuckle nervously. "You want to uhh...come in?", She nods. I move to the side to let her in. I watch her as she walks past me. It seems she's glowing. I quickly closed the door behind me and follow her into the dining room. "I hope you're hungry...", I said pulling out her chair. "I actually am...", She said with a small smile. After she was seated I sat down. "This smells delicious.... ", Marilyn said with wide eyes.  I chuckle. "I hope it taste as good.... I know it's your favourite.... ", I said meeting her eyes. She smiles. "Thank-you.... ", "My pleasure.... ", I said with a wider smile. We both say grace and instantly dig in. "Mmm this is better than I remember..... oh God..", Marilyn moaned with a smile of satisfaction. I chuckle. I missed this. I lost the best woman in the world. Beautiful, Smart, Humorous, and utterly Sexy. "God I miss you..", I whispered. Marilyn stop eating. "I don't know how you do it....", She said softly. "Do what ", She doesn't break our stare. "Be this beautiful disaster....", "I try to forget you to find myself... but I can't...I hate that", I reach for her hand. "Tell me how I can stop loosing you...", A tear fall's from her eye. "Marilyn..

can we find some love to take away this pain...without you have Nothing... nothing....you're my hope's, my dreams... my everything... I'll ask again... How can I stop loosing you?", Her pupil's enlarge with intensity. "Make love to me Michael..."....

To Be Continued...