How To Love? (Yoonseok)

Flicker

* Hobi's POV *

I finished cleaning up the living room and debated on whether I should go back and check on Yoongi, it would be my 10th time checking on him in the last 30 minutes, and he's getting pretty annoyed now.

It might be best if I just check on him sometime later.

As I was about to sit down to rest my phone buzzed.

Tae

WHERE ARE U?!? I DONT SEE U HERE ;( MMS

8:17 AM

MMS

8:18AM Stayed home, I didn't feel good .-.

Tae

OH NO! SUNSHINES SICK, well stay in bed and sleep! Get better!

See you tomorrow!! <3 MMS

8:18AM

I smiled and quickly told him I'd see him tomorrow.

"Texting your girlfriend?"

The sound of the deep voice scared me, causing me to yell and send my phone flying to whatever direction it chose to take.

"You scared me!" I grabbed my chest and tried to control my breathing.

"And no, I don't have a girlfriend"

"Ha, loser". Yoongi moved past me and sat on the couch, he still looked pretty pale and tired but at least he ate and took a nap.

"Why? You got a girlfriend?" I asked hoping...well I don't know what I'm hoping for.

"I don't do relationships, I got some girls in case I ever get bored but no commitments" his face showed no sign of emotion as he looked at me.

"O-oh" I felt my heart plunge into the bottom of my stomach, I looked away from him. I don't know why it bugged me so much, I just, I thought he was a little different.

"Are you hungry? We can make lasagna if you want". I offered trying to change the topic and avoid the awkwardness that hung over us.

"I guess, I'm not much of a help so don't expect me to do a lot" he smirked and pushed himself up off the couch and headed to the kitchen.

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What I didn't expect to happen was to have Yoongi hovering over me, his face only inches away from mine, looking right into my eyes. It felt like time stopped, and my breathing stopped, I felt as if I didn't take a breath that I would die right in front of him, an knowing him, he'd just laugh.

10 minutes ago

"Yoongi? Can you hand me another wooden spoon please?" I held out my arm and waited for the spoon to be in my hands. A few good seconds passed by and my arm was still in mid air.

I looked over and saw that he was on his phone, not even focused on anything that I was doing.

"Hey! We're meant to be cooking! C'mon Yoongi!" I turned my body and put my hands on my waist. A frown slowly creeping up on my face.

He still didn't look up at me, eyes glued to his device.

"That's it, give me the phone". I held my arm out, but of course he didn't hear, or pretended not to.

I walked over to him, well I tried to until I tripped on the broom in the middle of the kitchen, why it was there I have no idea.

I tried grabbing on to Yoongi for support but instead I just dragged both of us down.

I landed on my back, thankfully not hitting my head, but my body felt heaving, it took me awhile to realize that I had another human being on top of me.

* Yoongi's POV *

I froze.

I know I should get up and just play it off as if it was nothing, but his damn eyes won't let me go.

He's so close to me, only inches away.

And oh God his lips, they look so soft and...so.. irresistible.

I want to, so bad.

I found myself slowly leaning in, to my surprised he didn't cower away.

* Hobi *

He's leaning in.

OH GOD OH GOD, CJNXJANKJSSJKAS,

I mentally freaked out, but didn't move an inch.

My eyes fluttered close and his lips met mine.

His lips were rough, but his kiss was gentle, making me melt instantly.

I reached up behind his neck and ran my fingers through his midnight black hair.

I felt a stampede in my heart, a tsunami in my stomach, all these feelings and I didn't want them to stop.

His hand rested on my waist and his other hand holding himself up so he doesn't completely crush me.

The kiss small, gentle kiss didn't last too long, he slowly pulled away and started to stand up, I did the same.

Then it dawned on me.

WE KISSED
WHAT THE
OMG
MY HEART IS
"I...I" I tried to find something to say.

But all he did was let out a sigh, bit his lip, looked away, and walked back to his room.