How To Love? (Yoonseok)

Fallin' Up

* Hoseok's P.O.V*

The weekend flew by and before I knew it, It was Monday again. I kept thinking about Yoongi. I just can't believe that I have feelings for him. All he does is tease me and I don't even know him that well. I'm worried about seeing him again, now that I know how I feel about him I know I'll become awkward around him and that's the last thing I want.

What if I just ignore him?

What if I say I'm sick?

What if-

My thoughts were soon cut off by the voice of my mother telling me to come downstairs.

I quickly unplugged my phone from the charger and checked the time. It was 6 in the morning, thankfully the school isn't far and classes don't start until 7:40.

I got up and looked for a new pair of clothes for the day, once I found them I grabbed my towel and headed to the bathroom for a quick shower.

Once I finished getting myself ready, I did my hair and brushed my teeth. I didn't look to bad today. I decided to go with a simple white T-Shirt and dark blue skinny jeans, I put on a thin black chocker and slid on my light green jacket with the sleves all black. I was quite proud of myself.

I took one last look at myself in the mirror then headed downstairs to meet my mom.

"So, sweetie, I'll be going on a business trip for a couple of weeks so I won't be around. You know the rules though, someone needs to stay with you whilst I'm gone. I know it's going to be a little hard right now since we just moved but I'm sure you've already made some friends"

She walked over to me and gave me a peck on my forehead. She squeezed my shoulder and headed to the door, she picked up a shoe and started to put it on her foot. Once she finished with her shoes she turned back to look at me.

"I'll be leaving tomorrow afternoon, I'm off to work now, bye sweetie, I love you, have a good day at school" she waved goodbye and left me standing in the living room worried.

Oh god. Who am I going to ask? Friends? Sure, yeah okay. I only have Taehyung and I'm just starting to get along with his friends.

Yoongi? yeah right, just the thought about being with him, alone, for weeks makes chills crawl up my spine.

I looked at the clock and saw that it said 7:20. I picked up my backpack and headed to school.

..........

The bell rang and kids started to empty the classroom, I packed my things into my backpack and got ready to go to lunch. I met outside the classroom with Taehyung.

He gave me his box smile and slung his arm around my shoulder.

"Hey Hobi!"

I chuckled at his excitement. I rubbed my head against his showing some affection.

"Hey Taetae" I looked at him and thought to myself

Should I ask him now?

I took a deep breath and stopped walking. Taehyung turned to look at me with a confused expression.

"You okay hyung?"

"I'm fine. I just need to ask you something Tae"

He once again smiled at me and nodded his head, indicating for me to continue.

"So, I was wondering if you could stay with me for a couple of weeks...you see, my mom will be out because of her business and she doesn't want me staying alone so.." I looked at him with hopeful eyes. I fluttered my eyes and gave him a pout. I hope this will convince him to say yes.

He rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly before saying

"I'm sorry Hobi hyung but my parents already planed a trip. I leave tomorrow morning so I won't be coming to school. I really wish I could stay with you and hang out but I can't" he looked at me apologetically.

"No, don't be sorry. It's okay Taetae. I understand. Just make sure to send me loads of pictures and a ton of messages. I'll miss you" I walked to him and hugged him.

We walked into the cafeteria and got our lunches and ate.

School slowly went by and I just had one class left, with Yoongi.

I didn't want to ask him but he's the last person I have.

I took a glance to the seat next to me and saw that he was sleeping on his desk.

I tapped his shoulder

Once

Twice

I continued to tap him until he stood up abruptly.

"What is it now dork" he turned to look at me, you could tell he was annoyed.

"Well...um... I was wondering...I need someone to stay with me until my mom gets back"

I started messing with my fingers out of nerves

"And how long is that" he asked with his eyes half closed

"A couple of weeks.."

"Oh, no can do kiddo. Personally, I don't like staying around people for long, so, no"

He turned back around and put his head on the desk again.

"Please! It's just a couple of weeks. What could go wrong?"

* Yoongi's P.O.V *

What could go wrong?

Well, I could loose control of my hormones and do something stupid.

I'm trying to avoid you Hoseok. Please understand that and stay the hell away from me.

"Look, I just can't okay? So, unless my house burns or falls apart, then no. And no is no."

I saw the look of hurt that quickly flashed on his face, long enough for me to notice but it was soon replaced with a smile. I could tell it was just to cover up his pain.

"Okay, I understand. Thank you for listening though"

He let out a small laugh and turned back to his work.

I felt bad but I know that the longer I stay by his side the more my feelings grow.

I don't want to get hurt again and I don't want to hurt him.

I'm sorry Hoseok.

* sooooo Yoongi and Hoseok are the same age here

both 18 *