What do you have?!;Matt appears/M/n's hidden pain

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A/n-Since I'm not really going by Voltron and don't want to spoil anything,it's more of you finding him.
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|Shiro Pov|
This week has my questioning my sanity!M/n has been a bit more of handful than usual.
"What do you have?"

"A knife."

"No!"Lucky for me he wasn't trying to stab anyone...hopefully.That was odd though,I didn't exactly ask what he had if for but I rather not ask.
"Shiro you seem more tired than usual."

"I'm fine Allura just...concerned about M/n.it's like he's going back to his original self but not quite sure about it."Allura agrees with me when she saw him running from Keith about an hour ago.
"Maybe he's venting out that asshole-ness and then he'll be to tired to be mean and all will be well."

"It doesn't work that way but if it did I wouldn't panic when he has something that could hurt him or anyone else."

|Lance pov|
I've been hanging around M/n and like before he's not all that bad.M/n has some very good jokes and some very sexual one...but it's all in good fun...I think.
"Hey bae what do you need?"

"Nothing much handsome."Did I mention the constant flirting....well if I didn't I did now.It started out as a way for him to throw me off but I found it in a flirtatious fun kind of way.
"So why was Keith chasing you again?"

"Oh,I put on a mask and snuck into his room with a knife a d scared the living shit out if him~"
I started laughing so hard that my side hurt and I was crying.
"I have a feeling he's not going to forgive me anytime soon."

"I mean you did scare him,you should apologize at some point."

"I'll think about it."I watched as M/n attempted to fix the portal machine but he got frustrated and turned away from it.
"Some of the bolts are melted together and the power source is completely burned out.I know where to get the material but..."

"But what?"

"Those Planets are far away from here and probably won't have what I need....hmmm I should talk to Pidge about this..."M/n and Pidge a odd yet mutual respect for each other.
"Say how long has it been?"

"About three or four months what made you ask Lance?"I shook my head and walked next to him.
Can't believe I'm thinking this but...I really starting to like M/n...

|M/n pov|
Lucky for me I got permission to leave but...Pidge and Shiro are coming with me.
Still don't trust me...I mean i wouldn't trust myself either...hmm but it still hurts but I don't blame them or will even show them that it hurt.
We took Shiro's Lion,no one had nothing to say.
"So...Umm...About the knife thing-"

"Not a word."

"...sorry..."I mumbled and looked out the window.I guess he and Keith are mad about that...it was a joke!
Humans are so damn serious about everything...but then again they won't live as long.
The ride was awkward as hell and I wanted to die for once in my life.
I laid on the floor of the lion and dozed off.

Time skip
"Oi!Wake up!"Pidge's loud voice shook me up.I sighed and got up avoiding eye contact and walked out of the lion.Me and Pidge have one thing in common...dead relatives.Her brother...and my sister...
It's hard to speak with Pidge without her thinking I'm a complete asshole but I Dug that ditch and fell into it and now I can't climb out.

I don't really understand why I want to feel comfortable with them.It's not like they care about me later on once that damn Portal machine is fixed.
"I need to smoke..."

"No you don't."

"You can't stop me and you know it Shiro.Just....leave me to kill my lugs...oh yeah it's not going to affect me in anyway,I'm not human so you shouldn't care about my well-being."I walked ahead of them and into the black market.Hey I didn't say there was a legal way to get what I need now did I?

After hours of searching I found nothing much.I then saw a familiar mop of light brown hair and made my way to it.
"Pidge did you-Your not Pidge...."This guy looked just like her but had a scar on his face.
"Who?"

"Oh god...your her brother..."I grabbed his wrist and pulled him throughout the market not caring if he attempted to struggle.
"Why are you so damn strong!?"

"I'm a Bioroid,now let me return you to your sister."

"Y-you know Katie!?"I nod and he willing walked with me.
That makes one less person who hates the world...
I saw Shiro and Pidge or now Katie standing by the black lion.Shiro looked at me with a confused look.
"What do you have?"I pointed at Matt.
"K-Katie!!!"

"Matt?"I let go of Matt and he ran to his sister.lucky you Pidge...you will no longer hate the world as much as I do.

Time skip

The ride was awkward....for me at least.We made it back and I walked off to let those three catch up.
"Did you-"

"No I didn't...I found nothing Allura."

"Wait...no Smart remarks...what's...who are you and what have you done to M/n!?"I stared at her not saying anything.
What is wrong with me...I don't care what they think about me but...I'm hurting even more...Pidge just got her brother back and I still have no one...no family.
"You know what Allura-!No...never mind just get the hell out of my way."
That came out very harsh and honestly I didn't mean it.
"Sorry...just leave me alone for a bit yeah?"

"No...what's wrong?"

"I don't want to talk about it."

"That's okay,I'm here just in case."She stepped out of my was and I went into my room and plopped onto my bed.

|Keith pov|
I was still pissed off about this morning but when Allura walked into the control room she looked off...
I heard about Pidges brother and he's a nice guy but the look on allura's face was...
"What's wrong?"

"M/n...he seems really depressed and it's not a joke...his pain is real.He didn't even call me a she beast and he actually apologized for yelling at me...I'm worried."That sounded bad so I went to visit him.
"Hey..M/n it's me Keith,Can I come it?"

"......"There was a silence in the other side of the door.Maybe he's sleep.
My thoughts turned to leaving but the door opened.
"Sorry bout this morning."

"I-it's okay..."And with that he closed the door leaving me stunned.
Okay...he's not himself..
"Keith where is M/n?"

"Don't bother him...he's...I don't know what's wrong with him."

"Okay.Come on everyone is waiting."
I didn't want to leave M/n the way he was but I had to.on the way to the other it was like my mind was stuck on him.
"Sorry we're late."

"No problem."Matt was the first to respond but made an odd face.
"Where the other guy,the one that found me I mean?"

"He's not feeling good right now so it's best to give him space."

"Really,I thought Bioroid's don't get sick..."

"That's not what I meant but anyways are you going to stay here?"I took shiro's question just to make it less awkward.Matt said yes and Allura showed him to a room that would be his and showed him around.
It's like M/n shut down completely...
What should I do to help him out of that.

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