Okay, I repeated in my head.
Calum continued sucking on the most sensitive part of my neck, the part he knew was my favorite. He slowly inched toward the hem of my shirt again, eventually pulling it over my head. I still had my back to him, so he climbed onto the bed once again, bringing me down under him. He hovered over me, his weight on his forearms on either side of my head, and left a soft kiss on my nose.
"I love you. Entirely. Never forget that," he whispered.
Before I got to respond, he pressed his lips to mine and reached under me. I involuntarily arched my back as he kissed the spot right under my ear and unclasped my bra, leaving me in only my jeans. I hurriedly pulled his shirt off, not wanting to talk myself out of this again. I was going to do this. It wasn't like I hadn't before. I was comfortable with Calum. I trusted him.
As these thought ran through my mind, Calum noticed that I tensed up.
"Y/N, relax. It's me." He gave me a soft smile and lowered his head, continuing to leave a trail of kisses as he traveled from my neck down to my stomach.
I inhaled deeply, relaxing my body and thought about the way Calum's lips felt against my skin, sending electricity throughout my body. Relax, just relax.
When Calum reached my hips where my jeans clung, he unbuttoned them and took them off quickly, along with my panties. I was now completely naked, vulnerable to his hungry eyes.
I tried to cover myself with my hands, but Calum
grabbed them and laced our fingers together.
"You're beautiful," he repeated in a whisper as he looked into my eyes.
I nodded and looked away, not knowing why I felt so self-conscious. I licked my lips and pushed all thoughts out of my head. I looked up at Calum again, only this time, I was hungry for his attention.
I pulled him close to me, our bodies against one another. I pressed my lips to Calum's, trailing my tongue along his bottom lip. I tangled my fingers in his soft waves and tugged at the ends, earning a soft moan in response. Our legs were intertwined and I felt the bulge in his pants growing as he ground his hips into mine.
Without breaking our kiss, I slid off his belt and pulled off his pants and boxers, releasing him of his confines. My eyes widened at the sight of Calum completely naked. Even though I've seen him before, his size never failed to surprise me.
Calum noticed my reaction and smirked.
"He's missed you too babe, but I don't think you should keep staring."
"CALUM! I was NOT staring.. I-I-" I stuttered as he laughed.
He winked at me and lowered his face to mine.
"Ready?" he asked softly, and positioned himself so that we were both comfortable.
I looked at him from beneath my lashes, wrapping both of my arms around his neck, pulling him close to me again.
"I love you," I whispered.
He pushed into me all at once, making me gasp in both shock and pleasure. I had to bite my lip to prevent myself from screaming at the incredible familiar sensation as he rocked his hips into me slowly as I got used to him. I ran my hands down his back, feeling the taut muscles in his back flexing as he moved. Soft moans at the end of each breath grew louder from the both of us as his thrusts quickened.
"Y/N... Oh my god.." He said through jagged breaths. Calum began sucking on my neck, and I began to feel the deep purple bruise already beginning to form.
I wrapped my legs around his torso, allowing him to rub against my g-spot at a different angle, sending waves of pleasure throughout my body. I moaned breathlessly as he palmed my breasts, his thrusts becoming much more urgent.
I writhed restlessly beneath him and he knew I was close. Calum began thrusting even faster and I arched my back toward him.
"Fuck," he moaned as he brought his hand between us and rubbed circles into my clit. The intense pressure from his finger and the relentless thrusts brought me over the edge and waves of euphoria spread throughout my body. His skin caught my breathless groans as he continued to move within me, delaying his orgasm so he could prolong mine.
"Come for me," I whispered as I dug my nails into his biceps. Calum let out one final groan before letting himself go, his thrusts becoming slower and sloppier. He collapsed on top of me, our lips meeting once again as we both came down from our highs.
I pulled the duvet over our bodies and Calum pulled me against his still clammy skin. It was a feeling that I missed.
I looked up at him as he laid beside me. He had a faint smile on his lips, his cheeks still flushed.
"What is it?" he questioned, snuggling closer to me.
"Nothing," I responded softly. "I love you.. and I'm sorry for-"
He pressed a finger on my lips to stop me from continuing to talk.
"I love you more," he said, his eyes beginning close as he was exhausted from the previous events.
I felt my eyes beginning to slowly close as well, as I drifted closer to sleep. "I love you most," I whispered, barely audible to myself.
Calum pressed a soft kiss onto my forehead and I could feel him smiling.
"Okay."
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A/N
YAAAAAY! I finally finished this one shot. Sorry it took so long. This was my first time writing and I hope it was decent. I had fun. Hahahahahahaha. Thank you if you've read this :) Let me know who else you'd like me to write a one shot about! Sending tons of xoxo's,
Ellie

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"Okay." - Calum Hood One Shot
FanficA Calum Hood one shot. It's a bit longer than a normal one shot, but hey. It gets to the point eventually ;) There are two parts! Hope you all enjoy! I know I did.