Summer Ends (Free rein Fan fic) DISCONTINUED!

High Heaven with secrets

(Becky) Later I decided to phone jade- see how she was, the phone went straight through to answer phone "Jade here sorry I am not able to answer- I am most likely out riding or in school please call me later."

Instead I rang Zoe – maybe she knows where Jade is. After a couple of rings Zoe answered and soon the whole yard was there- (At this point me and Zoe had both had the phone on speaker.) After I told them what happened I heard a startlingly familiar voice ask when I would be back – And that voice was Marcus Hot Marcus. I froze – HOT MARCUS WAS WONDERING WHEN I WAOULD BE BACK!!!! OMG IT FELT LIKE I HAD GONE TO HIGH HEAVEN AND WAS RIDING ON GHOST PONY! 😊 😊 😉 😉 😊 😊 😊😊😉😊 😊😊😊😉😊 😉😉😉 😊 😊 😊 😉 😉 😊 😊 😊😊😉😊 😊😊😊😉😊 😉😉😉😊 😊 😊 😉 😉 😊 😊 😊😊😉😊 😊😊😊😉😊 😉😉😉😊 😊 😊 😉 😉 😊 😊 😊😊😉😊 😊😊😊😉😊 😉😉😉😊 😊 😊 😉 😉 😊 😊 😊😊😉😊 😊😊😊😉😊 😉😉😉😊 😊 😊 😉 😉 😊 😊 😊😊😉😊 😊😊😊😉😊 😉😉😉

(A/N ok I'll stop now)

Suddenly Ben brought me back out by Poking me and I suddenly remembered I had to reply Ok Becky breath – Reply in a calm stable matter it's over the phone not direct... But no matter how hard I tried it still came out in my Talking-To-Marcus Voice. Which is of course Third Person. ☹ ☹ 😐

Soon later Jade showed up and Zoe put her on. "Becky!?" Jade Questioned concerned. "Is everything all right?" She continued

"Its Fine, just a broken leg with a bandaged head, I don't remember how I ended up like that- do you, I mean the last I remember is setting of for a ride and you saying you will catch up later- Meet me at the Beach. Is what you said." I rambled on.

"Yeah I was getting ready to go out when I got a phone call from Zoe saying she and Pin had found bob galloping towards them. Marcus was near me, so I told him what happened, and we tacked up ASAP then cantered of to find you. "Jade replied 

"So... no one knows what happened?"I said Suddenly Realising that anything could have happened. That's when it started. Suddenly I was overcome with anxiety and fear. My heart was pounding, and it felt like I couldn't breathe. In the back-ground Jade was calling my name – she knows I get panic attacks, I also heard Mum calling my name. My vision was blurry, and I couldn't breathe. I saw Nurses rushing into the room. I nearly blacked out but the worse that it reached was the room spinning. I remember the nurses doing something and then I just relaxed and fell asleep.

(Jade) I walked up to the huddle of people outside Bobs stall. my ridding helmet was by my side as I had just finished my ride. Zoe handed me her phone while mouthing the word Becky. I mouthed back thanks as I horridly took the phone and answered it "Becky!? Is everything all right?" I questioned.

"Its Fine, just a broken leg with a bandaged head, I don't remember how I ended up like that- do you, I mean the last I remember is setting of for a ride and you saying you will catch up later- Meet me at the Beach. Is what you said." Becky Answered her usual bubbly self.

"Yeah I was getting ready to go out when I got a phone call from Zoe saying she and Pin had found bob galloping towards them. Marcus was near me, so I told him what happened, and we tacked up ASAP then cantered of to find you." I replied.

"So, no one knows what happened at the beach" Becky said in a realising tone. I knew that tone- it was the sad tone before the panic attack comes. She used to have them frequently at the yard- until Marcus spoke to her one day. She didn't say what it was about, but it stopped after that.

"BECKY!? BECKY!?" I shouted down the phone now out of hearing form the rest of the yard. Only me, Marcus and Pin know about her panic attacks because Mia, Susie, Pippa, Lizabeth and Kera are newer hear (meaning they arrived after the panic attacks stopped – so not that new as Zoe but well yeah). And Marcus and Pin are sworn to secrecy. Also, Zoe doesn't know yet – we failed to mention it to her.

I could hear Her parents calling her and the voices of nurses. The call was ended, and a message appeared – Don't tell the yard about this.

I deleted the message and gave the phone back to Zoe.

I went and practised some jumps on Major then untacked him and sat in his stall for a while. He is not mine but belongs to the stables. But I tend to use him a lot as I don't have a horse of my own but took riding lessons on him, now everyone considers him as mine really.

"I feel so terrible Major," I whispered, "This is all my fault if I went straight away this wouldn't have happened."

Major nudged me as if to say; no, it isn't it would have happened anyway. After a while I heard the clip clop of hooves and looked over the half stable door to see Zoe leading Raven in the direction of the ring.

I settled back down and decided to text Becky – see how she was. I got a reply saying that she was fine and decided to head home – it was getting late anyway.

I passed the Ring to see Pin watching Zoe and Raven. I remembered I had left something in the stall and went back to get it. When I re passed the way to the ring I stopped walked back a few passes to 'hide' myself because at that moment, Zoe had decided to kiss Pin!

I was happy for them but new it was another thing to add to my lists of secrets – well until they decided to tell everyone.