Imagines// Shawn Mendes

[4] Craving (part 1)

Imagine:
"Just 27 days left" Shawn says through the phone. He's touring now and we didn't see us for over 2 months. "Just 27 days left till I can hug you, kiss you and tell you that I love you while I look in your eyes" he says and I start missing him more and more. "I miss you Shawn and it's not the normal kind of missing, it's really bad. I miss you that it hurts, you're the last thing that I think of before I go to bed and the first thing when I wake up. It's like something is missing in my life and I actually thought it'll get better when I go to school or meet my friends but it got worse. My grades fall and I don't have any motivation to do anything." I say heavy breathing. "Darling, please don't be sad, I'll be back soon." "Don't say this word." "Which one do you mean?" "I mean soon, you always say it but you don't even know the definition of it. You said that already 2 months ago and it didn't happen." "I know but now I mean it, can we please don't fight? It's the last thing that I need now." "Yeah I'm sorry Shawn I didn't want to make you angry. I'm actually really tired, it's already 3 am over here." "Oh ok then good night and.." he wants to say something but he gets interrupt by someone who says that he should go soundcheking. I let my phone drop on my bed and run my hands through my hair. "Why is everything so hard?" I ask myself and look at the picture of Shawn and Me and start to remember our most beautiful memories. After a while I finally fall asleep but when I wake up in the morning I suddenly feel a emptiness again. I check my phone, inclusive instagram and saw that Shawn rocked it again last night. For a moment I feel so motivated, get dressed, eat breakfast and make me ready. But then I see a post on twitter and start crying "Shawn Mendes got catch by kissing a girl after his show" This isn't true, it can't be! I grab my phone and start to call Shawn but I just reach the voicemail. Damn I shout and throw my phone on the ground. It's already bad enough without this "girlfriend drama" and I actually have no problem with this but now I can't lift the weight. I need to see him, now and not just FaceTime or something I need to see him face to face. I don't even think about it much and I already bought a plane ticket to Dallas. I put the most important stuff in a bag and start driving to the airport. After checking in, I realize that I may tell Andrew my plan to make sure where they are cause I know that they have a day of. "Hey Andrew I'm sitting at the airport and I'm on my way to Dallas" I say to him and I'm excited of what his reaction is. "Why? Did something happen?" He asks confused. "No not really just these normal rumors but I miss him just too much and I need to see him now or I'll completely get crazy." "Oh, I understand so I think that I shouldn't say something to Shawn?" He asks. "No please don't I want this as a surprise" "Ok got it, I'll pick you up at the airport just text me when you landed" I hear that my flight is ready and start to walk in it. After 4 hours flying I finally land and text Andrew that I'm waiting there. I'm reall glad that Shawn has such a nice manager, he's like a big brother or dad for me, he always cares about me or about Shawn and my relationship. "Hey sweetheart" Andrew says and gives me a tight hug. "Gosh I missed you so much Andrew, honestly and thank you so much for always being here for me." I say and hug him again. "Everything for my favorite artist and his lovely girlfriend." He says and winks at me. "So what are you guys gonna do today or what was your plan?" I ask him while we're in the car. "We planned to go shopping, you know Shawn wants new shirts, he's addicted to them" he says and we both laugh. "But I think this can wait, can't it?" He asks me and gives me a questioning look. "Of course it can" I say and I feel a smile on my face. After we arrived at the hotel Andrew explained me his plan. "So you have a plan?" I ask him and laugh. "Are you laughing at me? Do you expect you go in there and say hi Shawn? This needs to be more spectacular" "No I don't just go ahead and explain your master plan" "Ok I'll get you a room where you make you ready put a beautiful dress on make your make up and all this other girl stuff and now it's 1pm so at 3pm I'll take him to a walk through the city and then your part comes"