If anyone reading this has been following this book or me in general for over a year then you'd know that I used to be a lot more active in updating. I used to publish something atleast once a week. I had a schedule that was to publish something on Wednesday and Sunday. I went way off that this year. I was barely active at all. The only excuse I have is that this year has been completely shitty. Im not saying that because it seems like everyone else is. Im serious.
My mental health this year (and last but not as bad) has been awful. And nothing necessary bad happened to me, other then my grandmother passing away. Just... School has been terrible. Like, I thought Freshman year was supposed to be the worst? Sophomore year... Couldn't be worse and I hate to blame my misery on other people but honestly? I 100% believe that this year would've been better if I had a different Spanish teacher. I was actually genuinely feeling happier in the beginning of this year then I have felt in an extremely long time.
I'm not going to go into dept with it but if anyone genuinely wants to know, I'll write about it on my personal book/story it anyone asks.
On a more personal level, next year, I also want to focus more on myself. I want to feel better, be happier. I'll be turning 17 so I'll basically be an "adult". I need to actually take care of myself.
Until, next year💕
-Jewel
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