A/N: Goodbye

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Sooo, it's been like 2 years. I'm.. Not really sorry but I am sorry that I sorta just disappeared without a word. I've been putting off writing this for about a year now because I know that I am not going to be coming back and I don't know what to say..

I guess I could talk about why I left or where I've been. Um, so I was 14 when I started writing on Wattpad and this was my second story I ever wrote and I'm not really that proud of it now but I am thankful about what it has taught me and what writing fan fiction has taught me. I am still very passionate about writing and am actually turning 19 in a couple months. I'm probably going to minor in English and am currently writing a couple books. Basically, I've grown up. Like most of the people who was in this little fandom I helped create.

I'm not in most of the fandoms I was in when I was really active. Stacy was one of the first YouTubers I started watching but I don't watch her anymore. I'm not really into gaming LPs anymore, which is what started the inconsistent updates. I was trying to force myself to write about something I wasn't interested in anymore and it showed. I was more interested in the original universes I had created but wasn't (and still am not) ready to publish. That's was Started it and I completely stopped when someone told me that they thought Nathan might not be straight and I didn't want to disrespect him more than I already have so I stopped.

That's all I really have to say,, I don't know what else I can say. The rest of my stories that have unpublished chapters will be published and I'll be leaving a goodbye note there as well.

Good bye and thank you to everyone who read and commented on my stories, I know most of you won't read this but I figured I'd shout out y'all out anyway.

Before publishing this, I looked up the OG 3 Build Team members and turns out that person who commented was right so I would like to apologize to Nathan, Josh, and Stacy for any discomfort i may have caused and I wish Josh and Nathan a happy future 🖤

I will be leaving all my stories up unless the people who I wrote about ask me to take them down. they are apart of my writing journey and I think having my past writing documented is important. Rather it's public or not and I'll still be around if you wanna talk.

Lot of love,
Jewel 🌈

Thank you 💕

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