I'll Be There. ♥️Bughead♥️

Chapter 10 ↪️letters

OK, I'm so sorry I making jughead like the biggest jerk I'm sorry.plzzzzzzzz don't hate me

Warning: it's very sad and if you don't like sucidal things do not read

Jughead's POV

I and Toni were laying in bed after I really intense making out session. "wow, jughead you really have some moves " Toni says with a wink. I was happy but it was not like when I was with Betty but shes out of my life now. She hurt me too many times. And only thought about her self. Her mum hates me anyway it would never have worked out I was just a rebound. Someone to be the with her. To make her feel better. "fine I'll take that one compliment," I say in a comedic tone. "well jug maybe you can teach me some more......." she says in a low tone putting her hand up and down my chest slowly. I kissing her passionately and it starts again.

Betty's POV

It was black and all of a sudden I started seeing again I was on the shore struggling to breathe. I stood up and coiffed up a tone of water. Damn it. I lived. I just want to die. But now I need to find another way. One that will make sure I don't live and maybe I can write a letter to the people I know. I run home soaking wet and get paper and pens and I start writing.

When I get there, I put on other clothes and then I got the paper and started writing.

Dear mum, dad, Polly,

You may not know this but I've been very depressed recently about something. I can't tell you what because I don't want you to worry.  Don't worry I'm in a better place now.

From Elizabeth.

I didn't add a lot of detail because I mean they're not going to give a damn. I was a failure in their eyes and my mum had this whole thing. If my mum didn't have a baby with FP me then Jughead and I would be a happy couple.

Dear V,

Thank you for being a great friend to me I couldn't ask for better. You make me laugh and smile but I have decided to end my life when your reading this. I and Jughead haven't been on good terms at the moment but please don't blame him. It was my choice 
Love B,

I decided not to write one for Archie because he made me do this. Broke my heart. One left.  Jughead. This was the hardest one to write. I debt what I should write but after I while I start writing. And crying leaving teardrops on the paper.

Dear judges,

I don't know what to write but you have been the best thing in my life,  yet the worst mistake I have ever made. I saw you. You and Toni in the trailer when I ran after you the other day. You knew I loved you, but I guess you didn't love me enough to not cheat on me. I really thought we would have a future together. We would be happy but that's not going to happen because I was too good for you. Please don't blame your self and please don't do the same because I know your secrets and you broke mine. I'm reading it just now. And I sound like a jerk but you were bittersweet but from the wrong side of the tracks.

Always thinking of you,
Love Betts,

I go and drop off the letter at Veronica and she's not home. I wasn't going to give it to her anyway so it helped. Then I have to drop it off at jugheads. I walk to that dreadful trailer door and this time I don't even need to spy I can see them clearly in bed together. Frustration builds inside of me. I rip up the letter in half and throw it on the ground and stomp home.

I get home and go to the bathtub and start filling it with water. My mum is not home or anyone for a few days.

Once it fills to the top I go to the cabinet and get out a blade and I cry and cry. I get in the tub and hold the blade to my wrist making a small cut. I yelp in pain and look up at the ceiling trying to make myself make more cuts.

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Wow that was so sad, sorry a bit over the top please vote 👍