Anika had started shaking violently on hearing her words. "how did they know? What is happening? Shivaay's family is dead against me... Will shivaay leave me?what will i do now? What should i do?" questioned her hurt heart. Anika slowly walked towards shivaay and kept on staring at him as in memorising his features.
"What if there really isn't a future?shivaay's family is what it makes him the guy he is. I can fight against anyone for us. But How can i fight against him? Should i really start counting my days with him? What if he takes his words back? None i had loved had stayed in my life na... what if shivaay leaves too? Am i not destined to have love?"pained her heart with insecurity.
Shivaay turned after finishing his call and on seeing an ultra silent and lost in thoughts anika , asked in a concerned voice "what happened anika?". "Are you sure you want to be with me? What if we are not destined together?" asked Anika in a broken voice.
Shivaay closed her mouth with his hand and shook her violently asking "are you mad ? How can you even think like this? How many times will you keep asking this? I had already told you how much am serious about spending my life with you. Don't you dare to doubt on us. You are mine and mine only. Would you believe if i write in blood and give it to you? Atleast then would you trust me? Anika our relationship is built on trust. Yes. The moment i started trusting you is the first step in our love. Now that you are not trusting me when it comes to US... its killing me. I give you my word anika... i would never let you down...even if god comes and tries to separate US... i would fight him. Atleast now..." the seething shivaay's speech was cut short by Anika's hug and she broke down while hugging him.
"Anika ... why are you crying... anika"said shivaay trying to see her face but anika tightened her hug making him immobile. She hugged as if he was the very reason of existence. Shivaay tried stopping her tears by calling her name repeatedly but ultimately gave up and hugged her back with the same fervour while stroking his hands down her spine in an attempt to pacify. It broke him completely to see her vulnerable. "I trust you...i trust you completely... and more than my life... i love you" stuttered anika amidst her sobs.
"For this you would cry?i told you na... i can't see you cry... i want my tadibaaz anika. MY anika. Don't you dare to ask such a question from your mouth. Not even in your dreams. I would spend my life with you and you only."said shivaay while anika responding by tightening her hug. Shivaay's words to her were like oasis to the desert . She felt blessed to have got him in her life.
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Jealousy - the race and the rage (shivika FF)
FanfictionHow things would have been if Shivaay had believed Anika and sent Tia immediately out of his life. What if there was no creepy Daksh? What if there was no forced marriage? What if another billionaire came into their lives and loved Anika ? The s...
