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Hey.. I'm back with an explination

Hey guys. I'm back.

So you're probably wondering why I've been gone for so many months, especially without giving you a proper reason why I was taking a break before then.

The reason why I've been gone for so long, was because of a lot of reasons;

1) Mental health
2) Mental stability
3) Physical health

Those are my top three reasons why.

The first one, mental health, was really something I needed to get help/improve on (as well as mental stability). These past months have been really hard on me and I've been taking it out on myself.

Ever since my cousin died from that car crash from who knows how long ago, I've been blaming it on myself, for whatever reasons that popped up in my head.

I've been happy and sad on and off, depressed and "fine" on and off. My life has been a legit roller coaster.

The physical health was something that I also really needed to work on. A few months ago, I started not eating/starving myself, as well as getting at the most 3 hours of sleep each night.

Not getting sleep, and not eating can really damage your body and health. It absolutely drains you both physically and mentally.

I kept going to therapy and not wanting to talk to anyone what so ever because I felt like no one would understand me or how I was feeling.

I was afraid of society.

I refused to go to school, so my mom decided that it was best for me to become homeschooled.

I've been to the hospital 11 times in the time that I've been missing, and my life is now just starting to come back together.

Thank you all for understanding, I'll be updating later today.

All the love, H 🌻