"Frame "(VKOOK) ✔✔

The Truth (3)

"Taehyung's POV"

After Taehyung left, he decided to go to a club to clear his mind. He loves Jungkook. He really does, but after that time he started to ignore the younger one. He doesn't have any courage to say 'I'm Sorry' because of what he has done, and he is a coward. He doesn't have any strength to say 'I LOVE YOU' because he thinks he doesn't deserve it anymore.

The love of the younger one for him was just too precious and it will just go to waste when it is given to him. He doesn't deserve any of it. Even just a little care from the younger one.

Every night when he got home, his heart was yearning to be able to hold the love of his life. Noticing that Jungkook is waiting for him, he wants to carry the younger one to their shared bedroom and cuddle with him. But every time he starts to take a step, he halts, every wrong thing that he had done is flashing before his mind.

The image of crying Jungkook made his heart throb. Hearing the small crack explode as it shattered into a million pieces.

He is very sorry for hurting the younger one like this. Sorry for being an asshole for treating the younger one like smoke. He didn't mean it to be cold. He didn't mean the cold shoulder he gave him; he didn't mean to shout sometimes.

It's just that he can't forgive himself and the pent-up frustration and hatred for his own self is taking a toll on him, resulting in an ignored Jungkook.

He was at a club; it was supposed to help him, to make him feel better, but it made it worse. The regret and guilt are eating him alive. He was creating a mess at the club, crazily crying and sobbing, his hands resting on his aching chest.

Good thing that the NamJin couple is there. They don't even know the issue between the two couples and they don't want to pry, but being good friends, they took the wasted Taehyung home, apologizing at the club owner.

On the other hand, Jungkook woke up because of the alarm he set; it's already 12:00 am, and still no sign of Taehyung. He walked downstairs to wait for Taehyung again, holding the framed picture with him. He is remembering the happy thoughts they had; slowly going back to sleep, hugging the frame again.

When Taehyung opened the door, he noticed the younger one sleeping on his spot with no blanket, having only the one thing that once made them smile together.

Taehyung walked closer to the younger one so he could take a look at the beautiful and pretty face he missed; noticing the red nose and puffy eyes of the younger one. After seeing the messed-up yet beautiful face of the younger one, his eyes started to produce tears again; the familiar ache was present in his chest.

The shivered slightly at the cold; not wanting the younger one to get sick, he got this as an opportunity to hold the younger one again, missing the warmth they make when they are holding each other like this. Slowly, he sat next to the younger one; gently snaking his arm around the more slender waist, holding it tight, pulling the younger one to his chest.

"I love you and I'm sorry My kookie"

He mumbled as he released an eased sigh. Feeling comfortable and savoring the moment while it last.

(A/N) : Thank You so much for reading this.! 😊