"Frame "(VKOOK) ✔✔

Re-Start (9)

"Taehyung's POV"

The drive to our house is quiet because Kookie decided to take a nap, and I have to slow down the car so it won't wake him up. It's a good choice because I can have some time to think about how I'm going to start this all.

I want to start again, from when everything was okay. Let's start thinking...

First, when we get home, I will let him sleep in the sofa first. Then, I will move some of my things from the guest room and change the bedsheet and other things in our bedroom that have something to do with our bad past.

Next, I will put some rose petals in the bed and floor to surprise him. I'll let me dial some flower shops first to deliver a 5-bouquet of roses. Three for him, as is stands "I love you," and two for the bed and floor. As I dial the shop that's close to our house, it doesn't take five minutes and the deal is done. It was a cash-on-delivery, so the delivery guy should wait because we still have 15-20 minutes left in the road.

Third step is to cook? Should I? I know to cook some dishes and also his favorite, so it's okay, I guess. Let's just hope that he won't wake up when he smells it.

Okay, cook and set up the table to candle light dinner, and red wine.

Fourth... What should I do?

I took a glance at my baby and he is hugging himself. I checked the airconditioner but it's not that cold...

I guess he was hugging himself to make himself feel safe because I'm not there when he needs me.

Oh how asshole can I be? I'm such a dick to hurt someone like him.

I'm sorry, baby, let me make it up for you.

But, his position reminds me something... It was when I arrived home and he is hugging our framed picture in the wedding.

And that's when I remember... The picture of our wedding. The big one that was once hung on the wall but he decided to hide it because he thinks I hate us. I think the fourth one is... I have to hang it again.

Okay. Fifth... I think I know what to do. Truthfully, I look like shit now. I didn't shave for how many days and my hair is a mess. I need to trim it to indicate a new beginning and move on from the past.

Okay, that's my plan. I hope Kookie won't wake up until I'm done.

15 minutes past, and we're close to home. I can see the delivery guy patiently waiting at the doorstep.

Parking the car and getting out, not fully closing it, I opened the door and instructed him to lay it on the floor inside and gave him the cash that has a big amount of change left. But I said it's okay; he helped me so much, and he smiled and said thank you.

I walk back to the car and carefully take Kookie out and close the car slowly so he stays asleep.

Laying him down on the sofa was not that hard because he is so light and needs to feed him more.

Deciding not to waste any more time, praying that he can't wake up until I'm done.

I did my first step. Walking fast to the guest room and rushing to take my things out to our bedroom. After I'm done, I changed everything that can be changed. Even the comfy chair that can release your stress, I transferred it to the other side.