"Frame "(VKOOK) ✔✔

Farewell (4)

"Jungkook's POV"

I woke up with an aching back and a sore neck. Falling asleep on the couch was not that great. Really.

I tried to move, only to freeze on my spot, feeling a freaking hand on my waist. Smelling his scent told me it was Taehyung, my husband. Oh, how I miss him.

If I'm dreaming right now, please don't wake me up; just let me sleep so that I feel safe in his arms again.

I want to scream how I miss him so much. Just having him beside me enough to cure those painful nights, and I can't help myself but to cry on the spot.

His breathing is still heavy, indicating that he was still asleep. Taking this opportunity as my chance, I started to speak.

"Taehyung, I miss you, so, so much. I really do, please come back to me. I forgive you already; even if you won't ask for my forgiveness, I will always forgive you. Just please come back to me," I said slowly caressing his cheeks, tears pouring out of my eyes, trying to stop myself from sobbing so he won't wake up.

I was praying just to give me this moment to stare at him; I really miss everything about him and being close to him like this is hard. I can't stop myself from hugging him back, even the risk of him waking up and he will shove me away from him. I don't care.

That risky move did wake him up; I froze. Tears still present on my cheek, forgetting to wipe it away so that I won't get caught.

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"Taehyung's POV"

I felt something move, remembering that I'm in the couch sleeping with my Kookie.

I looked at him and saw the fresh tears still pouring out of his eyes.

I kissed his tears away, feeling myself tear up too. I tightened my hug, and a loud sob was heard from me.

I'm crying now. Feeling him hugging me back tightly.

"Kookie Baby... I know I did hurt you, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. Every time you cry, it's hurting me too. Knowing that the one who made you cry is me, it hurts more. Every hour that I'm not here by your side feels like a year to me, every night that I'm not with you I feel like I'm dying. I'm sorry if I made you feel like that. It's just my conscience is eating me alive, and I can't forgive myself for hurting you. I know you won't forgive me, but let me just tell you that I really love you. I always will, and there's no one who can replace you here in my heart. I love you."

I stated slowly, kissing him on the lips. He didn't kiss back because he was sleeping, but just the feeling of kissing him made me happy.

I witnessed the tears slowly rolling down his cheek. Maybe he will think this is just a dream, but to me, this is enough. God can take me after this.

I broke our kiss, kissing his tears away again, as I wiped my own tears. I carried him to our "used" shared bedroom because I'm not sleeping here anymore.

I placed him carefully on the bed, covering him with a blanket. I stared at him, trying to memorize his face. Planting it like a tattoo in my mind as I brushed the strand away that was covering his face.

I really love him, and the thought of leaving him makes me want to die but I have to do this... I made him like this broken and a mess.

I can't bear to look at him like this; he deserves more.

He doesn't deserve me.

I kissed him one last time on the forehead.

"I'm sorry, and I love you, Kim Jungkook. I always do and forever will."

After saying that, I walked away from the bed as I started packing my things. When I closed the door, I couldn't control it anymore; I cried, sobbing very hard knowing I can't live without him but he deserves more.

"I love you, my Jungkook Baby. Goodbye."

(A/N): Thank You for reading this.! 😊