Unwanted

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"Why are you leaving?" I was screaming from being so angry now. "I just need time to think okay." He yelled back, I stepped back a little, that was the first time Stiles had ever yelled at me. I knew that was a lie, it was more than just that. His eyes has such a sorry and hurt look in them, then he turned like it was almost hurting him to leave and walked out the door.

I ran to my room, slamming the door behind me, and watched him pull out of my drive way. I can't believe he just left. I saved his life! I don't see why he got upset. Maybe he didn't want to live? But he's not like that. I did what I thought was right, and I hope I do not lose him because of it.

I crawled into my bed, and cried until my pillow was soaked. I don't understand.. I almost lost him, and still lose him for saving him..

"So you chose?" He asked looking confused, I nodded. "And you chose yes?" He asked sounding upset. He didn't even give me a chance to answer. "Why?" He snapped again.

"Is that a trick question? Why wouldn't I save you?" I answered not understanding what he was getting at. "That's not an answer." He hissed starting to raise his voice.

"Because I didn't.. I started but was interrupted "I, exactly! You thought about you, not how I would feel about it!" I was in shock, frozen in place, I couldn't even speak..

He turned sliding one of his shirts over his head, and started walking toward the door. I chased after him, following down the stairs. "Wh-Where are you going?" I breathed, stumbling over my words. He didn't answer.

"Why are you leaving?" I was screaming from being so angry now. "I just need time to think okay." I stopped crying and got my phone off of my dresser.

I have to do what's best for Stiles even if he doesn't like it. "Scott?" I said into the phone. "What's wrong?" He asked instantly. "Stiles.. he left, we got in an argument and he's really mad. I just need you to find him." I had started crying again. "Kate calm down, I'll find him before tonight. I promise."

"Okay" I sniffed "But don't call his dad or anything, and if he comes by make up some excuse." he finished and I hung up the phone.

Of course, he wakes up when I'm here alone with him. Sheriff had to go unto work, or they threatened to fire him, my mom was at work, and Scott went to 'help' Allison.

The fact that tonight is a full moon isn't helping either, there has been so much going on I can barley think straight. I wasn't being selfish was I? I just didn't want him to die, but I never thought what would Stiles want. And now I almost feel bad, but I shouldn't because I haven't done anything near wrong.

I convinced myself that he is just so worried and confused right now that he just needs time, Scott just needs to find him soon.

I decided to work on my paper for economics, to keep myself busy, putting in my head phones hitting shuffle.

I stopped typing and looked up from my computer screen and noticed it was getting dark, when my music stopped and my phone was vibrating.

Scott's picture popped up on the screen. maybe he found Stiles! I quickly answered the phone sitting up.

"Hey Scott!" I said into the phone. "I got Stiles, and he's fine." Scott announced and I smiled. "Thank you Scott. Are y'all coming here tonight or his place?" I asked so I could meet them. "His place but um.. He asked for you not to come." I felt literal pain in my chest. "Oh okay" I replied trying to keep it together. "I'll call you later. Love you sis" Scott said being sweet as usual. "Love you to" I said and hung up the phone.

Why would he not want me there? I want to be there for him, but he won't let me. He doesn't want me there.. he doesn't want me.

I didn't feel like I was breathing, I wanted to cry so bad but the tears wouldn't come. I just stared into space feeling empty, like I could literary feel my heart breaking into pieces.

I fell back onto my pillow and stuffed animals, which most came from Stiles. I stared at the dark ceiling, breathing slowly through my mouth, for what felt like days. Thinking about everything.

I eventually feel asleep because my phone vibrating woke me up. I glanced at my clock which read 12:12. Who is calling me this late.

I snatched my phone off my side dresser,seeing Scott's picture. I answered "Why are you call.. "Kate I need you here now!"

Hey babes :) Soo what you think?? Please let me know! Some of the chapters are gonna be a little shorter this book, because I feel like the story will be better and i'll update sooner.

It's so sad their so confused and Kate thinks Stiles doesn't want her anymore :( Keep reading to find out why!!
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~Alexis <3

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