LOST IN A LOSER

The True Feeling

Finally Oh is back to school again. I thought he got better. Maybe more better than I expected. He sat near me. Smiling like an idiot. How? Why? The last time I seen him, he was down and felt so sad. But now, he look so happy. He was smiling and chuckling all the times. Even he ignored me who was staring at him all along. He was in his own world. What was happened with him? Was my best friend became crazy now?

I asked if there anything happened to him. I forced him to tell me. He said if Copper wanted to court him and made him become his boyfriend. I told him to not accept that boy so easily. I told him to play hard to get to test his effort for him.

We enjoyed our foods peacefully until someone came and sat with us. Inn and Copper. They tried to get our attention. I got annoyed because of that. I asked them what they want from us. Copper said he wanted to meet my best friend, Oh. While Inn said he came to support his best friend. Okay, he didn't come for me. So, I better leave. What I hope from this boy? He never cares about me.

I got up and left Oh with them. I could feel someone was following me. He followed me after I left. Inn.

"Stop following me, Inn!" I said when I turned to face him, "Didn't you say you want to support Copper? Go back to them!"

"But...."

I waited him to tell me what he wanted to say but he didn't say anything else. He kept closing his mouth. Okay, I'm done. I gave up. I left him without any words. I couldn't wait for him anymore. I have had enough to wait for him. I'm tired.

I went to library. I wanted to rest my mind. I wanted to go to quiet place. I cursed myself for being stupid. I cursed myself for trying to hope more from Inn. I cursed myself for everything.

Sun, stop being stupid!

*****

I wanted to stop being stupid, that for sure. And how I did it? Bye avoiding the little handsome cute devil who always follows me wherever I go. Inn. But this boy never let me. He always follows me. He kept showing in front of me.

Same as today. He followed me at school. I went to library, he was there. I went to canteen, he was there with two plates in his hands. One plate he gave to me to eat. I went to toilet, he was there waiting for me. He was everywhere. Ugh.

I decided to hide from him after school. I thought, my best friend had same idea as me. I saw Oh did same thing as I did. He was hiding from Copper.

I helped him to climb the wall then I did it myself. We felt proud of ourself when we did it. Finally, we could escape from the boys who were chasing us. But unlucky us, the boys who were chasing us already there waiting for us. Busted.

Inn dragged me away. He held my hand tightly. I couldn't escape from his grip. I asked him to let me go but he ignored me. This boy was changed. He could use force on me now.

"Are you hungry?" He asked without looking at me. He kept walking while holding my hand.

"I am not hungry. Just let me go!"

But then my stomach betrayed me. My stomach growled loudly. Great. Why my body decided to betray me now? I heard he chuckled.

"Yeah, someone is really not hungry"

We went to noodles shop near our school. He bought me a bowl of noodles and told me to eat. I ate it. It was free foods, so it would be waste if I didn't eat it. We ate in silent. No one dare to talk first. He kept staring at me.

"Eat your food and stop staring at me!" I told him, "I am not an entertaining show to watch for!"

"But you're charming and I couldn't help it" he smiled.

I choked my food. I grabbed water on the table and drink it in one go. Shit. Did I heard it right? I looked at him in disbelieve look.

"Who are you and what are you doing to Inn?"

He chuckled again and blushed because of my stupid question. Damn. I missed his blushing face. His handsome face is so cute when he blushed. I tried hard to control myself not to jump to him and kiss him. But God, it was so hard than having mid test in school.

We finished our foods. He paid it for me. Okay, he was nice. I liked it. But I wouldn't go easy on him. I wanted to see more effort from him before he win my heart back. Show me more about yout true feeling, Inn!

"Tha... Thank you... Sun!"

*****

As usual, he kept following me. Same as today. Saturday evening. I decided to go to mall to hang out and buy something. He followed me. He tried to hide from my sight but he was bad at hiding. I still could see him. Tsk.

I pretend not saw him. Just trying to satisfied him of his bad hiding skill. Sometime I walked back and forth to play with him. He was surprised when I turned back, passing by his hiding place. It was so cute of him. I couldn't help but smiling because of his cuteness. This handsome boy. Why he should be so cute?

I walked in the middle of the crowd, purposely. I could feel he bumped to some randoms people behind me as he tried to maintain our distance. I decided to stop walking and turned to face him. He was busy avoiding a bump from people around him. He didn't aware I was stopping. He bumped me. He shocked. He looked at me. I smirked.

"What do you want? Why are you keep following me?"

"I...."

I came close to him. I leaned my face close to him.

"Say it! Do you love me, Inn?"

He kept quiet. Not open his mouth. Tsk. This boy. Why he couldn't just say if he really likes me? Why he couldn't be honest if he really loves me?

"If you keep quiet, I better leave. I don't want to waste my time on you!"

I walked away from him. I left him standing there in the middle of crowd. One step, two steps, three steps until ten steps I stopped. I heard his loud voice. It was so clear and loud.

"I love you...." he said it loud, "I love you, Sun!"

*****

Third update in a day 😉

Yesssss!!!!
Finally!!!
*happy dance*

It took so long for him to say it to Sun!
Inn, I'm so glad finally you said it to him 😊

Xoxo