Meant To Be (Best Friend Sequel)

I- Until It's Gone

I sat down on the couch and looked over at Jacquees, he's been acting very distance these past 2 months, i thought it was the pregnancy but he said it wasn't. I thought that "lil" one week break was going to help him since he said he needed to take a break, but i guess it didn't. It's hurts me knowing that he's distance because he doesn't even interact with me or my baby, i know that sound kinda weird but he use to talk, sing and kiss all over my stomach but now he shows no knowledge of it. Everybody sees that's he's been acting strangely towards me, even his momma but she always peeps stuff out. Issa even asked me what was up with us out of all people i thought he was the 1st to know, but he or the other's doesn't know whats up with Que,then it must be important. All he does is go to the studio, dance rehearse, shows (if he as any) , he goes to meetings,edit videos,come home to eat , he doesn't even sleep here sometimes.

It really bothers me because i use to see Que and I in the future together , getting married having a big house with good paying jobs, but now I don't see that. People say that if it's meant to be then it is ,but now i don't think it was ever meant since he's acting this way. I love him with all of my heart every last piece of me, i'll do anything for him. I believe that he wouldn't do the same for me.

I watch as he sat down on the glass coffee table. The look on his face tells me it's something important. The hot summer wind that's blowing throw the window is making some of the paper that's on the desk slide around. He placed his hands up to his mouth in a praying position, his braided up dreads draped over his shoulders. I notice the clothes he had on, the black shirt with white designs through out it, his black jeans and his black n white 12 Jordan's (Taxi's), was the same ones he had on the day before. The dark brown eyes that i use to wake up to look very drowsy especially with the bags underneath his eyes, looks like he haven't slept in days.

"how ya been?" i asked breaking the thick silence that filled the room. He mouthed his mouth to speak but nothing came out. "you told me earlier that you wanted to talk." I told him hopping that can refresh his mind.

"y-yea..I " he sigh, what can be so bad that he doesn't know what to say. He rubbed his hand over his face and looked into my eyes for only a second then looked away.

I played with my fingers thinking about a lot of positive things that he and I over the years we been friends, then over the few months we been in our relationship. We had a lot of good ass memories that i will forever hold on too.

"listen..."he started to say. I looked up at him. "I love you soo damn much Jalia..nothing or no one will change that, u hear me." he informed me.

I smiled because i already knows he love me, despite these last two months, I still believe him. "I love you too."

He reached over and grabbed my hand, the 1st time in awhile that our hands actually met each others. I traced his tattoo that starts on slightly on the side of his right hand. I felt his other hand lift my face up by my chin.

"I'm sorry Jalia, i ain't mean to do it." he looked into my eyes for the 1st time in a long time, like he REALLY looked into them.

I'm scared to ask him what he did, cause i have a feeling it will change a lot of things. I took a deep breath. "umm..what did u do.?" I felt my eyebrows join together.

He broke our contact and looked down at the floor. "I-I.." he was hesitating.

Come on..spit it out Que.

" I- I...cheated on you." he told me.

I slowly moved my hand from his as I slowly processed what he just said. I'm not going to throw a fit yet, I just want to know what happen, maybe it's not that bad as what he made it seem. He cleared his voice and i looked at him.