~Chapter 1: Disturbed~

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A/N: Sorry, this is my first ever BonRin story, I just wanted to say that I'm particularly new to writing stories like these. I've never had a full on script of what I was going to do...and I'm both nervous and excited...I hope you enjoy!

~Lucius out~

Rin's POV

            I stand outside the classroom door, shaking with every bone in my body. Ever since everybody's figured about me, it's never been the same...

            I just wanted to protect everybody. I just wanted to make something useful out of my miserable life. I just wanted to be helpful. But, like it should've, it all came crashing down.

           As I stared into Amaion's eyes, I saw the horrible, shattered reflection of myself. I was losing control, and everybody was now completely aware of it. As I stared back, multiple phrases ran through my ears, ringing over and over and over again. "I told you you we couldn't trust him!" They yelled, "What a monster!" They repeated, "What a disgrace!" They shouted. I just wanted to help.

...

I...

I...I

I...I just wanted to help

           I weeped, leaning against the wall, curling up to my knees. I wouldn't stop the tears from falling, the cold, the bitter taste as they ran down my imperfected cheeks. The cold droplets of salt water, staining my clothes. If they saw me now. I wonder what they'd say...

         "How pathetic! A demon! Crying! Ha!" I could practically hear it, "He's just faking. He wants us all to forgive him. What an idiot" They'd scoff. I just want to be normal, I just want to have friends, a full family, just someone to care. Is that too much to ask? Yeah, obviously being a demon like me, they'd be no chance in Gehenna I'd get a normal life. No normal friends, no nothing. I'd just rot like everybody says...As if I'm one to judge.

           I opened my eyes, slowly, and yet regrettably painful. I pull it together and wiped the cold tears away. I actually had enough mental and physical strength to pull myself up from the ground. I tirelessly look at the door I previously tried to open. Grabbing onto the handle, I shook the whole time. Gulping nervously. 

           As I fling the door open, the whole class's attention is pulled towards me. "Mr. Okumura, you're 10 minutes late. Do you have anything to say to that?" Yukio pinned his eyes on me, "No" I coldly responded, walking towards the back of the room. I pulled the chair out from the desk, taking my seat as I please. I sigh as I take notes, eagerly awaiting for class to be over already. I watch Yukio look at me, rolling his eyes. "Mr. Sugaro, please go sit next to Rin. Make sure he pays attention to the borad." Bon gathered a few of his school items, and bowed. "Yes, sir" He walked over, pulling the chair next to me.

          As we exchanged looks, I focused my attention towards the borad. He seemed to do the same for the rest of the class. As in the back of the room, I was the second last to leave the room, Bon, right behind me. I looked back at Yukio, sitting in his chair along with his desk, typing on his computer. I looked right behind me, looking at Bon giving off a strange look. Blinking before walking away, I took my leave. 

            I was about a quarter step away from the dooruntil someone grabbed my hand. "B-Bon?" I looked back, questionably. "What's with you?" He glared. "Why do you care?" I tsked, pulling my hand back. Just as I was to leave, my wrist was once again grabbed. "You aren't acting like your usual idiotic self. What the hell is the problem?" His voice started to raise, obviously showing his anger. "It's none of your business" I yanked my hand back, placing them into my pockets, and walking home. As I walked away, I could feel Bon staring at me.

I'm such an idiot

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