^^that's me btw. Y'all already know what Jessie looks like, I might as well do a face reveal.
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So, I just wanted to explain that I'm not like the kind of depressed where I'm going to harm myself in any way. I just thought that I actually had my shit straight in life, and then it hit me me in the ass really hard. But I prolly deserve it.
What happened was, my history teacher is failing me and I don't have long to bring my grade up. It pisses me off too because he doesn't know how to teach a class, nor does he have any experience in teaching. And I'm not the only one failing. All the fucking teachers at my highschool are new and suck ass. And now I'm just stressing about finishing marching band while bringing my grade up to at least a C.
Also, the next thing.. Im only going to say because none of you know who my friend is and what is happening, so nothing could possibly go wrong.. Im not even going to use names rn. But I have 3rd lunch, and I sit with two of my friends. And my friend and I found out that the other was cutting himself for many different reasons. I mean, he's been through some REALLY tough shit. I could go I told details, but I'd rather not, and it wouldn't be fair to him. So ever sense I got home, I've been stressed crying because I just want everyone to be safe. Now this one bitch starting rumors about him and more shit is happening and its not okay, and he wants to solve it on his own, but we want to help. And it's just to much. So I honestly have no clue what to do anymore besides talking him out of any suicidal thoughts.
Just pray for him, please.
AND TOMORROW IS SPOOPY HALLOWEEN