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*has given up to the point that I don't care that it's sideways*
So, basically, people have been calling me lots of. . .bad things at school lately, and my brain, being the dumb ass it is, told me to commit suicide just to end all the pain.
I refused to do that tho, and that just made stuff worse.
I went to my friend to talk to her about it, and she went and told other people about my thoughts, and now people are literally driving me to commit suicide.
It's just been really hard lately, I don't really have anyone to talk to and I've bottled my problems up for too long, so I'm just gonna come clean with y all right now.
Yes, I've tried to kill myself before, many times actually.
Yes, I have cut before. And it was the worst decision of my life. It tore my family apart.
Yes, I've been in and out of mental hospitals, and let me tell you right now, those hospitals are pretty damn scary places.
Yes, I'm still seeing multiple counselors, in the process if getting better, actually. Been doing alot better since last year.
With the help of some antidepressants, I've been getting loads better.
But ever since I found out people were talking about me like that, I just. . .broke?
