His Broken Heart

Forgave Me

Hello, it's Zachary. I'm so glad you've come back to read my book, yet again. I hope you like and enjoy chapter two of His Broken Heart

In the last chapter Alec wrote to his family saying he was sorry for being a bad son, brother and ex-boyfriend. In this chapter we find out if he succeeded in his quest for death. I hope you enjoy Forgave Me.

Magnus' POV.

I don't even know what day it is. I can't move. I'm heartbroken. Nothing matters anymore. Alec is out there somewhere living his life to the fullest without me but that's what I wanted. I wanted him to be happy and to live a carefree life without me.

I jump at the shrill ring that cuts through the silence like a knife. I look over and across the screen it says 'Isabelle'. Should I ignore it? All she wants to do is scream at me. I sigh and grab the phone, accepting the call.

"Hello?" I answer rudely. Isabelle sounds weird on the other end.

"M-Magnus, come quick! Alec slit his wrists!" She is crying now. I can'f feel sad. I don't know why and it worries me to know that the love of my life is dying and I don't feel anything. I quickly tell her that I am coming and I'd be over there soon. I hang up and get up off the bed to get dressed.

Chairman Meow looks at me like 'when are you going to get my snuggle partner back?' and I sigh.

"I don't know buddy, I screwed up big time with that," I sigh. Unlike what everyone thinks, I do realize it is my fault Alec did what he did. But I was too proud to listen to the love of my life and now he has slit his wrists, thinking that I don't love him.

"That is enough pity partying! You're Magnus Bane, High Warlock of Brooklyn! You don't need anyone but yourself and your magic and Alec's bright blue eyes, his gorgeous smile, his sweet laugh, how he- stop that!" I shout in the air.

I look around the loft I've called home for centuries. It's never felt so empty without Alexander. I sigh again for what feels like the hundredth time tonight. No use standing around when my love needs me and I swear that I'll do whatever it takes to get him back, no matter the cost! His love matters more to me than anything in this whole world.

I make a portal to the institute. I don't even bother knocking, I just run up the stairs to the now-familiar room. What I see next almost destroys me.

His room is spotless. The bed is made and neat white letters line his bed with our names; Jace, Isabelle, Clary, Simon, Mom, Dad and, finally, my name. They are written across each of them. I am almost too scared to touch mine. What will be in it? Hate? Regret? Or worse? I shiver to think about what's in it. I turn to the bathroom.

I drop down next to Alec's cold body. Lifeless eyes looking out into nothingness, seeing but not seeing. His once beautiful eyes are now dull and lifeless. I feel for a pulse and find none. I'm too late, he's gone because of me. I break down next to the love of my life and I know that it won't help but I push magic into his body. The room starts to glitter and shine from the sparks my magic give off but he still doesn't move. How could he? He's already with his angel that he loved and fought for, died and risked his life for. How am I going to take back the soul that shouldn't have left the beautiful body next to me this soon? I know I am going to kill myself if I don't stop but why should I? What is there left to live for? My heart is destroyed. I want so badly to be with my angel. Why not drain myself to the point of death?

I can feel myself slipping away like sand through a tight-gripped hand. This is it. This is what I want, my love and me to be together again forever, without cruel people keeping us apart. To live without the threat of this war on us. Just him and me together, forever.

Alec...

That's all I think about as I open my eyes, looking into a void of some sort. Where am I? Is this hell? Or are heaven and hell not real and this is all I get? No, there has to be more than this. If this is it, where's Alexander? Why am I alone? I barely hear a voice calling to me. It sounds like... Oh, it sounds so familiar... Who, Alec? No, it can't possibly be him but can it?! Is it?! I turn towards the voice and see a speck of black hair running towards me. Is it him? Is it my angel?

Alec's POV.

The only thing I feel is icy cold. The floor, I think sadly. I close my eyes and hear my siblings screaming through my locked door but I couldn't care less. More than likely, Jace felt me but I've lost too much blood for them to heal me with a rune. They burst in and run to my side. As I close my eyes and release my last breath, the last thing I see is them sitting next to me on the ground, crying over their dead brother.

My eyes open to nothing. I feel slightly cheated. This is what I get? Years of loyal service as a soldier and this is what I get? That's just wrong! I get up and stand on my feet and start walking around. I don't know how long I've been here when I see a tall tanish looking man and I know it's Magnus but why is he here? Is it a test of some sort from the angel?

I start running and screaming his name. He turns to look at me and I know without a doubt that it's my Magnus and my heart feels light for the first time in weeks. I feel happy. I can only hope that he still... loves me.

Magnus' POV.

I see him getting closer. It is him! My heart is so happy to know that he's okay. I start running towards him and he looks so sad and it breaks my heart to know it is my fault that he's like this. He stops in front of me, out of breath, he smiles sadly.

"Hello," he says quietly. I grab him, kissing him on the mouth as if it were the first and last time rolled into one.

I'm overjoyed that he's okay, I thought I had lost the love of my life forever. We break apart. I'm smiling the biggest smile! I know I look stupid but I am too happy to care. My Alec, the love of my life, is okay. Alec stands there looking perplexed.

"Alexander, I've missed you so much! I can't believe I was stupid enough to ever let you go. It wasn't fair to push you like that and I blame myself. It was wrong and I deserve it if you never want to see me again. I know it will not make up for what I did to you, nothing will and I can never say how sorry I am to you for that, but if you want to I'd like to try again, and this time let you know things of my past no one has ever known before, because Alexander Gideon Lightwood I love you with everything I am and everything I will ever be. I'd willingly die for you if you so asked."

I take a deep breath and sigh. Now that I've said my piece I can only hope that Alec will forgive me. I take another deep breath and wait. Alec has every right not to want me back but I hold my breath waiting as the seconds tick by, I can only hope Alec Forgave Me.