Just me and you

chapter 21

Doves pov

I smiled at what the doctor said " I'm going to live with auggie.....and maybe Ryan" I say to myself  should I trust Ryan I mean he did rape me in front of auggie and abuse him ...but he isn't like that the Ryan I married isn't like that as I was lost in my thoughts I felt a body fall on me "MOM YOUR OK!"auggie yelled " yes baby.... where's your dad ?" I asked looking at him  very worried

"Dead Ryan pushed him out the window " he replied back

Omg Ryan did that for me now that's the Ryan I love

"Baby I met Ryan " I giggled

"HE IS NOT MY DAD" he yelled and got off me

"Yes he is August listen your dad did the stuff he did to protect us Zac wanted us for himself " I told him

I got up but  pain is what I felt and it felt like hell

"Really ?" He say holding his head down  I could tell he had calmed down

"Yes really " I say

Ryan came through the doors with flowers I smiled this is the Ryan I loved
"Hey dove "  what?
He called me dove....he doesn't love me I should have known "WHAT DO YOU WANT RYAN I SHOULD HAVE Known YOU  DIDN'T LOVE ME YOU KNOW WHAT ? I SHOULD JUST DIE LEAVE ME ALONE WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU BRING ME FLOWERS AND THAN CALL ME DOVE YOU KNOW I HATE IT WHEN YOU CALL ME  DOVE !" I screamed at the top of my lungs

"I called you dove because I thought you still hated me! " He threw the flowers in the trash .

I felt so guilty "Ryan I love you I would always lov-"

August pov

Right before my mom finished her sentence she fell to the floor

"MOMMY" I ran to her shaking her
" mommy no please wake up " I shook her but she didn't respond

" Son get back the doctor is here " my dad pulled me back and the doctor went to her " sir in afraid she-"
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""She slipped into a coma "

Those words were spinning around in my head

They put her back the right way in her bed and hooked her up to a machine

"Wa-it what's that you putting in her mouth " I ask the doctor  " it's a breathing machine your mom isn't breathing well " he told me

"Is there anyone you can stay with ?" He asked me

" He can stay with me " Ryan said

"I don't wanna stay with you " I say removing his hand from over my shoulder

" Listen son you don't have no one else to stay with your grandma is out of town and so is your aunt and they won't be back till Monday so your stuck " Ryan said

A/N " it's  Friday"

" Fine but on one condition" I tell him

"And what is that ? " Ryan said

" Your bring me every day to see my mom and as soon as my grandma get back I go to stay with her  my mom might have forgiven you but I can't right now " I say on the verge of crying

" I understand auggie " Ryan said

I walked over to my mom

" I thought this was over we where gonna be happy again but where not... I promise mommy I'm gonna come see you everyday and when you wake up I promise I'll be the first one you see I love you so much " I say now crying I kissed her cheek

" Come on August it's time to go " Ryan said

" Ok....Ryan " I replied back not really looking at him

" August please call me dad " Ryan said

" I will when I can trust you again I just need time ok "  I say

We where now walking out the hospital I looked at my phone "12:30  I don't wanna go to school tomorrow not after all of this I just wanna stay in my room " I tell Ryan getting into the car

" Ok you don't have to but you will have to go sometime at some point son " he tell me as we drove away from the hospital

Ryan pov

The car ride was silent I looked over at August he was staring out the window
I looked in the window reflection and I saw he was crying

"Buddy your mom is gonna be ok she's a fighter no women is stronger than her she will be back with you sooner than you think " I say reassuring him

" I know she said she won't ever leave me alone and she always kept her promise I know she won't brake it" he say wiping his tears

" That's my boy " I say ruffing his hair

" Hey  stop it   do you know how long it take me to get like this " he  laughed

10 mins later

We were finally home i parked in the driveway and parked  I looked over and saw August was sleeping

I unlocked the doors and went to his side of the car and opened the door and  unbuckled his belt and got him out

I kicked the door with my foot and pressed the button to locked the door

I made  my way to the house and unlocked the door

" We're finally in " I say out loud 

I walked him up to his room and placed him into his bed I took his shoes off and undressed him he was left in his t-shirt and shorts

I covered him up and kissed him goodnight

I turned the light off and closed the door behind me

August dream

"Mommy stop tickling me" i yelled laughing
" Not till you say sorry for cheating" she replied back still tickling me

"Ok- ok ok  I'm sorry for cheating " I yelled  she finally stop I jumped into her arms and we fell backwards into the couch " your the best mommy in the world promise you won't ever leave me " I tell her " and your the best son in the world and I won't ever leave you baby " you  promise ?"  "I promise I'm not going nowhere "

Everything started to fade away mom? ....mom..... I fell on the floor I looked up and her glowing smile pretty eyes everything started to fade away

Moooommmmmmmm! I yelled but she was gone

End of dream