Broken, BUT Healed

Chapter 12: Forgive Me, Lord.

Kevin's POV.

I wake up, and it feels like someone has a hammer inside my head and the little sucker is just pounding the hell out of it from the inside of my head. I surely do not miss these hangovers I use to have after a wild night. I slowly climb out of bed, holding my head.

I walk slowly down the hall to Avery's room. She's been sleeping with me lately, I don't know what made her sleep in the guest room last night. As soon, as I lift my hand up to knock I realize what I did last night. What the hell was I thinking! I feel so stupid. I began to panic, I messed up just that quick! I ...I need to find Avery!

On my way to get an asprin out of my medicine cabinet, I hear my phone ring so I run to my phone and answer without looking at the caller I.D.

"Kevin Wells!' I hear Pastor Wells, my father voice on the other end.

I sigh.

"I know, Dad, I messed up, I messed up!" I exclaim shamefully through the phone.

I can hear the disappointment in his voice. "Do you know how much damage you've done? You're supposed to be an example, if you're in a bar drinking, how are you going to lead others to Christ?"

I don't say anything, I just listen.

"Son, you can't let the enemy get to you like this. You know God's word. You have a job! We all go through. I'm going through, but I placed my problems in God's hands! I pray about it. I raised you better. Kevin, whatever it is, just put it in God's hands. You need to get on the altar and pray about it!"

He hangs up, before I can say anything else and I just stand here staring at the phone. I can't believe myself. I messed up so quickly , anybody would doubt that I was actaully saved! To say I'm disappointed is an understatement!

I grab my phone and car keys, and walks out the house and head to New Life.

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Avery's POV.

I sit on a random corner, waiting for someone to pick me up. You think I'm crazy, I know I know. But to keep myself and most importantly the baby alive , I need money to provide for us both. I think I cried enough. I can't even cry anymore. Last night, I slept in the car, little did drunk Kevin know. I left as soon as it became daylight. He...he didn't even come after me. Someone told him I was pregnant, I don't know how he found out. I knew it'd end up like this anyways. No one in this world is your friend. You can't trust anyone! This is a CRUEL world.

I've been sitting here for a while, so I just get up and try to step my game up, but then I see a familar car. Oh my goodness...

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Kevin's POV.

I'm driving to the church and I'm slowing down to not earn a ticket. But then I see a blonde with a mini skirt and a tube top, posing on the corner. Why do women do this to themselves? I look a little harder and see that's she's staring back. I know them eyes from anywhere. I see that it's Avery. I instantly pull over to the side. I get out my car and calls her name "Avery!" She runs off, I run after her. Not too long she stops and pushes me.

"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT FROM ME? I LEFT, THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANTED-!"

I try to explain myself but she continues crying and screaming, hitting my chest.

"I'M A SLUT, I"M A PROSTITUE! LOOK AT ME WITH DISGUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES! I KNOW, I KNOW! YOU DON'T NEED A SLUT! I SHOULD'VE KNOWN, I SHOULD"VE KNOWN IT WAS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE! JUST-"

"Avery, AVERY!' I interrupt, and she calms down the hitting, sobbing uncontrollably.

I hate to see her like this. I grab her, hugging her tightly, and rubs her back. Tears began to stroll down my face.

"I messed up big time, I know baby, I apologize! I'm sorry for everything, I overreacted it's just I've been going through and I took it out on you instead of letting go and letting God. We can get through this together, I need you. Just don't leave me, I promise it won't happen ever again."

"A-are y-you sure you want someone like me in your life? Everyone hates me. Even God I'm a prostitue, Kevin. I sell my body to men." She cries.

I look into her eyes, and it took everything in me not to just kiss her face off.

"So what, you don't have to live this way anymore, Avery. You can change your life, you can give your life to God. God doesn't hate you. God doesn't hate ANYONE! You, er WE can have a fresh start. You, me, and the baby. And Forget about everyone else. I love you."

She looks shocked when I say this, I'm even shocked myself.

But I meant it, I don't know how this happened, but I love her.

She nods her head, no I love you back, I'm hurt but I will not show it.

I kiss her lips softly, and smiles.

"Now let's go home?" I say.

She nods and we walk back to my car.

"But first, let's head to the church, is that okay?"

She nods nervously, I squeeze her hand to comfort her.

I pull up at the church. I hand her my jacket to cover her revealed skin. I unlock the church door and we walk in , hand in hand, to the altar. I get on my knees and she follows my lead and we pray to God, asking for forgiveness, and just pouring our hearts out for about two hours.

We have nothing to worry about, it's all in God hands.

I'm sooo sorryyyyy! && its short ): Im such a bad author ): I haven't uploaded in ages, But the next upload will be soon, I promise, probably by the end of this week (; IF I"m happy with the views and all! But please forgive me, lol. I love you guys keep encouraging me , the better I write! But you know what to do. COMMENT, VOTE, SHARE ! ANYTHING! God Bless You! Hope you enjoyed!