The psych ward

Awakinging

 Shay's Pov -

I slowly start to wake up after being knocked out.

I groan softly but it comes out loudly apparently because a voice I can't make out says, "Shay quite down you're being extreamly loud."

I groan again, "UGHH" and I feel a hand over my mouth and I lick it slowly opening my eyes to see who my victum was.

I look up and see a very angry Matt looking at me and then his hand in a fake disgust.

"Oopsie?" I giggle softly as he goes and washes his hand.

"Well welcome back to being awake." I roll my eyes at his comment as he continues "we aren't going to have anymore outbursts like that are we?" I look at him and then space out for a second trying to find Ana or Emily and I see them and I think to them,

~should I respond?~

a - no definitly not they are going to try and take me and em away from you.

e - don't talk Shay keep quite.

~like become a mute?~

a - hmmm a mute...that sounds really good, but no then you not talking won't loose calories from moving

e - maybe whisper or mumble instead of actually talking then you will loose more calories then just plain talking. Make Ana happy and then try to find something sharp for me, if there is anything in this stupid place.

~Alrighty thanks guys.~

a - remember don't take the pills they give you

e - never take the pills

I nod my head to them which looks like i'm nodding to myself.

"Shay are you ok there?" I see Matt's hand waving infront of my face and i look at it then shake my head side to side and open my mouth to speak but then think, whisper it will make you loose calories.

"Yes." I manage to get out softly.

He nods his head and then writes something down on his clipboard.

"Shay we are going to have to get you up on your feet and we are going to take a little walk down the hall to check out your weigh. Does that seem alright?"

I nod my head and smile to myself. I see Ana then in front of me again and she grabs my fat and I loose my smile and slowly swing my legs over the bed and stand on the ground a lot better then the other day.

I look at Matt and he leads the way down the hall and I follow him into a little doctor office room. He moves the scale from the other side of the room and asks to see my height first. I line up my back to the wall and he looks at it, "You are 5'6 Shay." I smile and nod softly looking at Ana , Mia, and Emily in the corner watching me. "Ok Shay you're going to have to get onto the scale now." I listen to Matt and step onto the scale and watch the number start at 120 and then start dropping. Now at 100, I look at it hoping that's not my weight and to my luck it's not and it keeps going down. I watch as it reaches 70 and I pray that it keeps going down because then i'll be at or past Ana and my goal weight of 64 that we set to make to then set a new goal weight. I watch. I hear Matt gasp softly and I watch Ana smile huge at me as I look down and see the number at 64 and it continues to drop.

~Ana we did it!~

A - yes you fat pig we did do it finally.

I smile and watch as it gets to 50 lbs and I smile and as it continues to go down and down and then it stops. 40 lbs.

I watch Matt out of the corner of my eye as I light up on the inside and he looks white like he saw a ghost.  I look on the chart and see my BMI is 6.5. 

"Matt it looks like you just saw a ghost or something." I say smiling happy about my weight for once in my life and I spot clothes on the bed . "Can I wear those clothes?" He shakes his head, "you are extremely underweight Shay, and yes you can wear those clothes." I roll my eyes look at him and open my mouth, "I am not underweight I am fat." I state and then go and take the gown off I put on the panties bra and the baggy pants and sweatshirt at home and I smile.

 Matt's POV

Shay wakes up as I am about to take her vitals, she was out all night which was good. 

I decide that I need to get her weight height and BMI. 

So I lead her into the doctor/nurse office so that we can get started. I put clothes on the bed for when she is done.

I take her height - 5'6

i take her weight i watch it start at 100 and i bite my lip hoping for it to stay there and then it starts dropping I widen my eyes and stair at the scale going white and afraid that she's going to be more underweight then I thought and I watch as it lands on 40. 

Shay looks like she is throwing some type of party when she sees this.

She looks at me and says, "Matt are you ok you look like you just saw a ghost. and are those clothes for me."

I look at her shaking my head, "I am ok but you are extremely underweight are you ok?" 

She laughs responding as she walks to the clothes, "No, I am fat."

My mouth drops open and I look away as she changes 

I say nothing and just stand there for a little bit until she looks at me like I am acting weird

I sigh and then open the door. "Let's go back to your room." 

I smile softly at her as she walks back to the er and sits down on her bed and grabs her phone shortly.

I sigh sitting down and writing on the clipboard.