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Haven't updated in ages.......sorry!!
New update, I'll shut up now, enjoy! :)Brittani's POV
Ever since we went to the cliff and Jason and I made up, we haven't really fallen out, he seems a lot nicer than before but I can't help asking myself how long it will last. I know he's trying really hard to stay calm even when I screw things up (sometimes on purpose to test him) but sometimes he just loses control and when that happens......well everyone gets hurt. Luckily that hasn't happened yet and I hope it never will happen again, but Jason is just so.....unpredictable!I was in the middle of making breakfast when someone came up behind me and covered my eyes, "Jason, let go!" I squealed, no one replied. "Jason?!" With that he spun me around and lifted me onto his shoulder and chuckled softly. "I don't think I want to let you go!" he protested childishly. I banged on his back but it didn't make any difference, he didn't even flinch!
After about a minute of being carried like a child I was dropped onto the soft leather couch, I glared at Jason but I couldn't help laughing slightly. "I want to go somewhere!" he stated proudly, I looked at him confused "Go out somewhere then!" I sighed, throwing my head back dramatically. "I don't want to go anywhere by myself, I want to go somewhere with you!" he yelled acting like it was obvious. I sighed "I was making breakfast!". It was like a little lightbulb had flashed over Jason's face "we'll go out for breakfast!" he stated proudly, like he was a dog that had just found a bone. "I was in the middle of MAKING breakfast!" I exclaimed, Jason raised his eyebrow. "Yeah well going out's better!" he added, "Oh yeah, how is it better?" I asked sarcastically. "Well there's no cooking or cleaning, just talking" he stated in a strange voice, that I had never heard before and it scared me a little. "Yeah but you have to pay!" I mumbled. jason just chuckled "So in glad you agree, we'll go out for breakfast!" I sighed but decided just to let him have his way, it takes less effort.
We walked to the diner as it was sunny and when we go there we were greeted by a nice, if not over happy, waitress. After we had been seated and the waitress had taken our order, me and Jason had time to talk, but we didn't talk instead of talking Jason sat on his phone and apart from occasional grunts and nods from Jason when he occasionally joined in the conversation we sat in silence. Well he sat in silence and I looked like I was taking to the wall and to be honest the wall probably had more to say than my "loving" boyfriend who supposedly wanted to go out with me and not by himself, I should have told him to go out with his phone as they obviously have more to talk about!
"Y'know when my boyfriend said we should go out, I thought he was going to actually talk to me!" I said facing the wall. Jason looked up from his phone in amusement "What are you doing?!" He asked smirking, "Oh nothing just talking to the wall, we have a lot in common, at least we both talk!" I said smirking. Jason burst out laughing and after a minute of laughing at my not so funny joke he stopped and started looking on his phone again. I sighed "and still no conversation!". "Look I'm sorry but the guys are out on a job and I'm just checking up on them" he added in a business voice.
After minutes of silence the waitress brought our food and finally the phone got put away. "Thank god it's finally been put away!" I exclaimed causing Jason to chuckle in amusement. I started eating until Jason interrupted me. "Brit?" he asked seriously, "Yeah?" I asked curiously, it's never good when he's serious it means he's been thinking and that doesn't happen often. "Are you y'know happy?" he asked looking into my eyes. "What do you mean?" I said trying to avoid the question. "Y'know exactly what I mean" he said sighing. I sighed, I guess I can't get out of that question "Umm well considering I've been kidnapped and have no freedom I'm reasonably happy." I shrugged and Jason sighed before carrying on eating. The rest of breakfast was eat in near silence, every so often I tried to make conversation, sometimes I got a reply but other times I just got completely ignored.
We walked out of the diner hand in hand (Jason being all possessive again!) and instead of going home Jason was taking me somewhere else. "Where are we going?" I asked but I got no answer apart from "wait and see" and I was sick and tired if never knowing where we're going! I never get told anything but when we got there all my anger was left behind and I smiled, a real smile with not a hint of fakeness in it. "It's great!" I mumbled. I looked out to the sea and instantly wanted to go swimming. "I though you'd like it" he smiled. I hadn't been to the beach in years, my parents once took me and we had such a great day, I can't really remember much about when we went but i remember that I didn't stop smiling for all of the day. A small part of me was sad because of my parents but I hid it with another smile, this one slightly less genuine.
The rest of the day went by quickly, me and Jason had such a good day, we bought ice cream, made sandcastles and even went swimming and I know it all sounds stupid but I loved it. and before I knew it we were walking back home. I was quite happily staring into space and not really focusing on anything but moving my feet until Jason's phone rang, making me jump. Jason chuckled slightly (I'm guessing at me!) Before he answered the phone. I didn't pay attention to the conversation as listening in doesn't get you anywhere , and I learnt that the hard way!
After he had finished with his phone call he looked down at me worried "We need to go to the hospital now!" he stated and without asking anymore questions we rushed home....
I rushed that last part but I really wanted to update today and apologise for not updating sooner but I really didn't know what to write so this took quite a while. thank you soo much for all your votes, reads, comments and for following me and I'm sorry I don't say it more often :) and I'm gonna try to update every week (on Sunday) but at least every two week. Why do they have to go to the hospital? Ideas? Love it, Hate it, Opinions!? Ideas? And if you have any ideas please message me! x
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Don't be Afraid (Jason Mccan Love Story)
FanfictionWhen Brittani is kidnapped by Jason Mccan she is afraid and so she should be. Does she live? Does she die? Or do the fall in love?