Dear Diary, 10/ 09 / 17
My GMOT meeting was...fine. Just fine. No it wasn't. Pastor Dan was talking about "creationism " and how God created all thing just a few thousand years agthingo. I wanted so badly to tell him he was wrong. So badly! I don't know how long i can keep this act up. I almost slipped with my mom this afternoon on the way over there, but like always i stopped myself. I always do. I want to tell her i really do, but i don't know how she'll react to it. I mean you cant just say...
"Hey mom, so i know you think i want to be a pastor when i grow up, but im actually an atheist so... "
Ill tell her when im ready i guess. One day...
Oh, Gorgie keeps bothering me.She thinks we're friends...yeah right. Sometimes i feel like i should at least try to make friends. Sometimes id like to have interaction with someone beside mom and Gorgie. But the i realized my life is much simpler without the drama interactions bring. So im good.
Well. That's all really not much else happened today. It really helps writing in this journal. I don't have anyone to talk to that would understand. I just needed an outlet for my emotions and thoughts.
- Lisa DeLa Cruz
*This was kinda just an attachment but since i didn't upload wednesday im uploading twice one today too. I just wanted to make a short diary intro to show even more of her perspective. This was kind of a short chapter but i hope you enjoyed !*
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In The Eyes of Evil
FantasyYoung Lisa Cruz is a young girl with a very strict christian parent. The problem is shes an atheist and trying to "fix" herself she was caught in an accident and now... Now she sees every evil thing everyone has ever done. Not a good trait to have...
