Me And You Equals No.

Chapter Eleven - Plan

A/N little bit sad in the beginning :( but it gets better :) please comment on what you think. I've got no idea.

Blake's POV

It was fuming with Kai.

Why did he have to be such an arsehole?

Why did I have this horrible feeling of guilt every time I said something horrible him?

I knew that our connection was growing, he was an Alpha, he needed his mate and eventually I would need him. The more time we were together the stronger our bond grew as once he marked me I was well...fucked?  

I would be his.

I shivered and i didn't know whether it was a bad or a good one?

I ran my fingers through my hair and rested my head against my hands.  

I didn't need this!  

My door swung open I sensed my Dad standing before him with Bo in his arms. 

"Are you okay sweetheart?" he asked, his voice thick with concern.

"I'm fine" I sighed and rubbed my face.

"Ake" Bo said and I looked up to him holding his arms out to me. My dad handed him to me and I cuddled him to my chest, brushing my hand over his fuzzy dark brown hair.

"He won't sleep" my dad muttered.

"It's fine, I'll do it" I said standing up. I heard a noise come to my dads throat.

"It's not your job too" he muttered. I saw a broken man standing before me, my dads usual green eyes had lost their sparkle and his face looked pale where as usually it was tanned. His mouth sagged on his face. My dad, the Beta, the man I once looked at and saw strength and wisdom now looked tired and worn.

"I'm sorry Blake for everything I'm sorry but...but I miss her" My dad said and ran a hand through his shaggy uncut hair.

My mum.

My mum was everything to my dad, she was his mate and he adored her. He showered her with gifts and love. When I was young I thought of it as cute and couldn't wait until I grew up and found my mate but when I saw how much of a state my dad was when my mum left I changed my mind.

My dad was destroyed, a piece of him had died. If it wasn't for us kid he would of gone Rogue. He fell into himself, became full of self pity and left us to ourselves. I was angry at him for that.  

I promised myself I would never allow an individual to do that to me.

"We all miss her. But we have to get on with it" I said feeling a stingy sensation behind my eyes.

No I wouldn't cry.

I didn't cry!

I quickly took a deep breath.

"I need to put Bo to bed" I said quickly and walked into the hallway.

"Blake" My dad said.

"Yes" I replied.

"Thank you" he said.

I gave him a weak smile not able to speak because I would probably burst into tears.

"But now it's time I became your Dad again" he said. I just bit down on my back teeth and walked away with Bo taking him to bed.

I had a plan.

A good plan.

To prove to Kai that us girls we as good as fighters as him!

"Oh you are a sassy little thing!" Lara said and gave me a pat on the back.