Chapter 5

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I cannot believe that I am actually going to eat lunch with the hottest girl around. 

Jillian's Point of View

Ugh I fucking hate this. I mean don't get me wrong Meriya is a pretty girl and all but she just is a horrible kisser. And I can't stand how she is always on her phone. This would never be a relationship that could work out. I need some one who will always listen to me and won't be on her phone. 

"So Meriya, how are you? Mentally I mean." I want to get as much information about her as possible before I expose her secrets out to the whole school. 

"Oh...um.. Can we talk about something else?" WHAT?! How could she even ask that?

"But if you want to be my girlfriend I have to know about you. Mentally and physically." I am going to vomit. I hate the idea of having to kiss a girl. I am completely straight but I have to pretend and it is so hard. 

"Well..I guess I can tell you that I have depression...and anxiety....and personality disorder..." God I really couldn't have gotten any fucking worse. 

Meriyas Point of View

Why is she all of a sudden asking me these questions? I thought she genuinely liked me. I hate telling people that stuff.

"Well," She says, "I know one way to help reduce your anxiety for about an hour." She winks at me and I know she is talking about sex but I don't want to do that.

"Sorry but I don't want to do that." I hope she doesn't hate me for not being a slut.

"What are you?! Some kind of fucking mormon? Lets just ditch school and go back to my place right now." Oh great; here is where I will lose my virginity to a girl.

"Fine." Well now she will know that I often have anxiety attacks during intimate times. Such as sex.


By the time we get to her house third period has already started and we are already half naked. We sorta made out in the car. 

Jillian leads me to her room and tells me to lift my arms up. I do 

"You are beautiful Meriya. Can I eat you up?" Oh god this is usually where the attacks happen. 

"Sure. I would love to be eaten by you." 

She slowly removes  my clothing and begins to eat me. Then I start thinking about all of the reasons she might stop and my anxiety spikes. I start hyperventilating and crying. 

"Whats wrong Meriya? I am not good enough? I am sorry I will stop." Jillian looks genuinely worried and I turn away from her so she doesn't see me cry again. 

"What the fuck is happening Meriya? Talk to me. I can't be left in the dark like this."

"I...I....I.....-" I see black and then all is gone.

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Authors note. I know I swore a lot this chapter but I just had a lot to get out. I hope you guys liked this chapter. 


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