Meriyas Point of View
It's been two days since Jill and I had sex. I still can't stop thinking about how happy that afternoon was. It was absolutely amazing.
Jill made me feel as though I actually meant something for once. The genuine love we have is the best I've had in any experiences. She holds me with such emotion I feel like I become part of her. Our breaths become one and I start to feel myself sink into her. She is my love, and my future.
Jillian's Point of View
I know Meriya loves me. I know how she feels. It is such a pure feeling. But I can't reciprocate what she gives. I do care for her, but my love for her is dwindling. I thought having sex with her would revive the emotions; it only made them disappear even more.
How do I say goodbye without hurting her? How can I hold on without hurting myself?
I love to help her through things, I love keeping her happy. But all this is not worth the draining of my own emotions. It brings me down because we are so focused on her rather than focused on us.
I want to love her. But I don't know how to love both her and I at the same time. I need to let her go.
Two Days Later
"You ready, sweets?" Meriya is so innocent. She doesn't realize what is coming at the end of this date.
"I'm ready, Mer."
We are driving to the drive in theatre to see a replay of Grease. It's one of her favorites. I bought her candy, brought her a sweatshirt and blankets. Anyone on the outside would see us as a happy couple. With nothing remotely wrong with our relationship. Hell, even she doesn't see anything wrong...
Meriya's Point of View
Something is up. Jill is acting weird. The whole movie this far, she hasn't kissed me. And it only has twenty minutes left, including credits.
Twenty Minutes Later
"What's wrong Jill?" This catches her attention.
"Well, um, I actually wanted to talk to you about something. I, um, think we should...you know...breakup." I am feeling the tears come. She has a face of stone.
"Then you can take me home I guess," I look away from her and get in the passenger seat. Hoping she won't actually take me home; I kiss her when she gets in the driver's seat. She doesn't kiss back.
Jill turns on the car and begins to drive away. The closer we get to my house, the more I realize she is serious. And that we are actually breaking up.
She pulls up to my house and I get out. I tell her I love her one last time. Then she drives away. That is the last time I see her
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Teen FictionJillian Reed. That name is very important to Meriya. She is the prettiest girl in the whole school that Meriya goes to. Meriya has wanted to date Jillian since the first day that she saw her, but in her school being anything other than straight is...
