Choosing between what your heart wants or from what your brain thinks is best

Chapter 11- My Promise

Alyssa POV-

I woke up the next morning with the sun shining brightly and the birds chirping. Today seemed like it was going to be a beautiful day, except for me. I had a huge headache from all the crying last night and i just wanted to run away. I knew i would have to deal with more of this today i just wasnt up to it.

I got out of my bed took a nice warm shower. then i got ready. I let my hair dry naturally a little bit of mascara eye liner and eye shadow. A pink v neck shirt with some jean shorts and pink converse that matched my shirt. I went down stairs to see all my friends eating breakfeast that my parents had made.

"Good morning honey" my mom spoke and then my friends said the same

"good morning." i sighed

"im sorry about last night for leaving and not telling anyone where i was going i just wanted to find him and i felt that i was the only person who could" I spoke again

"its okay were just glad your safe and please dont do that again" my mom and dad both tld me and my friends continued eating their breakfeast.

"okay"I managed to say

'Well dad and i are going shopping for some furniture and your sister is at her friends houes so you have the house to yourself be careful and dont break anything. "My parents walked out the door leaving me and my friends alone. Man this was awkward

I grabbed a plate of food and sat at the chair as far away from them as possible.It was silent for a little until Chaz spoke.

"So um we have somethings to do guys" i didnt look up i felt like he was only talking to them and as if i wasnt in the room.

"What plans?" Sandra asked

"Well i called Pattie.." chaz said and i droped my fork making a loud noise causing everyone to look at me

"Um yeah i called her and told her Alyssa found Justin and she wants us all to go speak to her because i guess justin is home and he seems to not remember anything that happened yesterday and the only person who knows is... Alyssa" Chaz narrowed his eyes at me

i sighed and everyone looked at me. I didnt want to deal with this anymore geez he doesnt care about us.

"what else have you told her? "i asked chazgetting more annoyed

"nothing your the one who knows about what happened you should be the one to tell her" Chaz got out of his seat to come hug me

I couldnt help but tear up again.

"Alyssa im i mean were all sorry for not listening and understanding. We just we love him and we know you do to and we just we need to help and figure this all out" sandra also said coming to sit next to me

"yeah Alyssa im sorry" michelle and ryan both said together

"its fine. but we should go then. I drive!" i chuckled

Both ryan and chaz fought over who got shot gun and then sandra ended up beating them to it. I kept trying to hold my tears in because i cant be a baby i have to be strong. even if i have to see justin and face him after everything he had said.

I grabbed my phone and saw i had a text message from Austin. I smiled and before i started the car i texted him saying i wanted to hang out with him. after that i turned up the radio with a smile on my face and sandra noticed it.

"So Austin? how are things with that?" She teased

"haha" i laughed sarcastically "nothing but my so called best friend hates him I rolled my eyes in disgust even thinking about justin.

"jealousy!" sandra exclaimed. thank gosh chaz ryan and michelle didnt hear they were to busy singing along to Teenage dream on the radio.

"not even im just done with him Sandra if you heared what he said and how stern he was you wouldnt want to speak to him" I looked straight forward driving to patties house

"I know but stay calm and he cares he just hasnt figured out that he cares for you as more than a friend" she tried to smile

"he will never figure that out cause im done Sandra. Im done being his friend we will talk if it comes to it for no drama but thats all i will never be his friend again. And i promise you that" i said in a serious tone.

Sandra didnt speak she turned the other way and i didnt bother to speak again. I kept driving letting the three in the back seat sing their hearts out.

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