The next day I awoke to the shaking of my shoulders and the distant whispers of "wake up Sarah. Come on Sarah, wake up"
I ground because my legs, back and neck hurt from sleeping in a plastic chair for so long.
"Come on Sarah wake up" I shook my head and tried to get comfy on the chair again. Suddenly there was the screams that I know off by heart.
"IT'S TIME TO GET UP IN THE MORNING, MOORRRING WE'VE GOT MACDONALDS BREAKFAST FOR YOU" and with this, came the smell of fresh, hot, Maccas. I jointed up right in my seat, hitting one of my feet on the leg of the chair. Then suddenly I felt quizzy and run out of the room, down the hallway, took my first left, then first right, slammed open the door to the bathroom and vomited straight into a toilet. I sat there; vomiting into the toilet, just wishing it would all go away. You see, I haven't eaten since Jayde's been in hospital. I know, I really should be but I've just been so worried and every time someone asks me if in hungry, I say no or that I've already eaten something. I just can't help it.
I sit there just praying it stops. Eventually it does and I sit there in the stall crying. I can't help but just cry from everything that's happened in the last 6 months. It's just been a tremendous roller coaster. tremendous roller coster of pain.
There's a knock on the toilet stall and I whip my eyes "sweetie are you okay in there?"
"I'm fine thank you" I said back to the mysterious voice. I didn't know who she was, I don't want her to be bothered by my problems. I hear her walk into the stall next to mine and I take this chance to get out of there. I don't know where to, but just out. out of the toilets that smell like shit, out of this white walled hospital, just out.
As soon as I exit the toilet stall I run. I just run. in my head it's unclear as to where I'm running to but my legs seem to know where they are taking me.
On my way exciting the hospital, I get strange looks from people. it's probably because i spell like vomit and have a tear stained face. I can't help but fight back more tears. I don't know what's gotten into me. it feels like I just want to curl up into a ball and cry. just cry for a long, long time.
*jai's POV*
I went and brought Maccas for Sarah and Jayde. Jayde was pleased and somehow, we both agreed on waking Sarah up with her favourite alarm, 'One Directions Very Own Wake Up Call'
Sarah hears it and wakes up smiling but then that smile soon disappeared and she ran out of the room with her hand over her mouth. I looked at Jayde, handed her the Maccas bag and ran after Sarah. she took a left then a right and as I rounded the corner, I lost site of her. she just disappeared. then I noticed girls toilets and realised that Sarah went to throw up. I ran my hand though my shaggy, messy hair and breathed out.
I took a sit on the uncomfy, bright red couch across the hall from the toilets. I sat there, thinking of the past 6 months and how so much has happened. I watched a lady about to walk into the toilets but she changed her mind and crossed the room towards me. I sighed.
"Is everything alright dear?" She asked, genially concerned.
I smiled up at her, nodded my head and said "I think so. I'm just waiting for my girlfriend in the toilets." she nodded her head at me and headed into the toilets.
I sighed and pulled one leg up onto the couch.
How long I stayed her was unknown but I think it around 5 minutes when suddenly the toilet door opened again and I looked up to see a very distressed Sarah making a run for it. I bolted after her. I sticked with following her because i didn't know where I was.
Sarah stopped at a crossing and I took this moment to turn her around and wrap my arms around her. at first she screamed and then softened into my chest. she started to cry again. everyone passing by was staring with confusion. I just glade at them and they looked away. the little crossing man sign went green and I waddled across the crossing with Sarah.
Once we crossed the crossing, I saw a park not to far away. I let go of Sarah and grabbed her hand. We walked in silence with her head on my shoulder towards the park.
