*sarah's POV*
Sitting on a park bench with my tear stained face and my boyfriend staring at me waiting for me to talk isn't helping my anxiety levels right now. The fact that lots of people are staring doesn't help either. I bow my head it shame.
Everything was going so good till now and I broke down and ruined everything.
"Jai, I'm sorry" I tried to whisper but it came out as more of a wine.
"I'm so so sorry. I've ruined everything again. I don't know what happened, I just broke down. I'm sorry"
For a while Jai was silent. I was about to get up and walk away. I didn't want to deal with his silence. Silence kills.
But before I could even move, I felt a pair of lips crash onto mine. I felt familiar hands on my waist and the almost forgotten explosion of fireworks in my stomach. I didn't have to speak or look at the person who was kissing me to know who it was. I remember it as it always has been.
A kiss full of love and compassion, Soft but hungry. He smiled in the kiss and I smiled too. that broke the connection and he moved his head back slightly so he could look straight into my eyes.
"Sarah" he said with so much concern and pain that i felt a shiver down my spin and that I was about to break.
"Ever since we got to this stinking hospital, I've been fucking worried about you. I know you haven't been eating, we've barley talked, we haven't kissed or touched. I've missed contact with you and I don't what the reason is for us to be out here and you to have broken down but all I know is that I love you and don't you ever try to push me out again please. I think I know why you broke down and I don't need an explanation or anything. everyone cries, everyone gets upset, even for no reason. you're human and you're beautiful no matter what and I love you."
He kissed me again and whispered 'everything will be okay. everything is okay' and I sighed a long awaiting sigh.
I started to cry again. but not sad or angry cries, happy cries. I had a massive smile on my face that didn't seem to leave.
Jai whipped my eyes with the sleeve of his jumper and kissed me again.
"I love you too." I whispered.
The realisation hit me and a shoved Jai onto the seat next to me. he looked shocked and confused as i sat on him.
I put my arms around the back of his neck and stared at him. straight into his deep brown eyes.
"I love you Jai Brooks." I said a bit louder.
"I love you so so much" i said much more louder
"I LOVE JAI DOMINIC BROOKS" I yelled to everyone and anyone. I felt Jai laugh under me and suddenly felt embarrassed for no reason. I nuzzled my head into his shoulder and whispered "I love you Jai." he kissed the side of my head and chuckled while saying "I love you too babe"
