A true love that doesn't brake

Chapter 4- Love is real?

Andy p.o.v

Feeling alone. 

Feeling sad. 

Feeling depressed.

Feeling hopeless

What does that mean and why does it hurt my heart so much. I hate the pain. She made me cry. She has my daughter. She’s the one I’m truly in love with. Why am I scared? Why? You want to know. Well I have never ever felt this way about anyone. No one and I mean no one. I guess a true love doesn’t brake it’s dies. It kills you inside. I got up and ran to Max’s room. I swung the door open and screamed can you watch Danni? He looked up from his book and said yes. Danni ran be hide me and ran into his room. She laid on his bed and laid her head on his chest as he went back to reading. I ran to my car and got in. I sat there for a second. I was scared yes but I had to get her back no matter how long it took me. I pulled out and sped down the road. So many things in my mind. What would I say and what would she say? Would she take me back? Does she have a boyfriend? Would she even want to talk to me. I laugh and say I love her. I pulled up. She was pulling ally outside to get into the car. Ally was screaming and saying I hate you. She was so mad. Crap! Bad timing. I get out and scream “Ally May Green.” she got my last name which I really happy about. Ally and Stevie looked at me surprised. I smiled and shut my door. I picked up Ally and said you better listen to your mother or you’ll get some time in time out. She shock her head yes. I gave her a hug as she hugged me back. I looked at Stevie who was smiling. I put Ally down and asked where they were going. Stevie looked at Ally and said I’ve got to drive to work and drop her off at my sister’s place. I felt the words come out so fast that I didn’t even realize she said sure. I asked if Ally could come back to my place. I mean I know I get her next week for Christmas day but if you need someone to watch her. She smiled and said sure. Then she looked at my car and said umm why are you here anyway. Then I felt myself regret coming. I let out a laugh and said to come see you guys. She laughed back and said yeah right. What did she mean. did she know why I was really here. Ally stepped back and smiled. I knew she knew what I was about to do. I took a step closer to Stevie and moved my hands to her face. She didn’t pull away. She was in shock. I pressed my lips against her soft and sweet soul. The feelings I had for her before I left was all coming back. Ally smiled and stood there. When me and Stevie pulled away I saw her smile and say not here. I felt my stomach feel crazy feelings. Then my heart feel when she got in her car and said can you pull out so I can get out please. I frowned and said sure. I took Ally’s hand took her to the truck. I put her in the car seat and backed out. As I watched her go one way and I went the other I felt a lonely pain in my heart. I pulled into the my driveway and turned to Ally. She looked right back at me and said she’s hiding it daddy. I felt my heart sink more and more. I wanted to cry and I guess I did. Max came out and got Ally. I sat in my truck crying over the girl who doesn’t want me back. I couldn’t take the pain in my heart. The pain that my Stevie is gone into the wind. My Stevie all gone. I hit my steering wheel and screamed things that I don’t say much. Then I got out and punched my truck. I sweared like a crazy person and just let it all out. I ran into the back yard and headed toward the woods. I walked and walked until I reached the river. I took off my shirt and shoes and socks. I dove in and let the water be my body. A very slow river. I swam around until I realized I needed a drink. I walked back to the house and asked Max to watch them a little while longer. He said of course. He needed money anyway. I got dressed in some dry cloths and headed out side to my truck. I pulled out of the drive way and headed to the bar. I got there and walked in. I sat in the bar for 3 hours thinking and hating myself for ever letting her go. I had a lot of beers that night and I guess I called her and told her how I feel. Everything. I don’t remember what she said but she drove me to her place and gave me some coffee. We talked about the kids for a bit then finally admitted our love for each other. She just broke out in tears. But before she could start screaming at me I kissed her.