A true love that doesn't brake

Chapter 5- A day together

I got half way to work and had to pull over because I was crying to hard. Why now Andy? Why do you want me this time. I hit me steering wheel. I called in sick at work and started to head home when I got a call from him. I hesitated to pick it up but I did. He was drunk you could tell. I went and picked him up. I gave him coffee and we talked about the kids. The next thing I know that next morning I was laying next to him. He was so cute when he slept. Oh what I do to wake up next to him every morning. I got up and went to the bathroom. When I came back he was sitting up holding the picture I keep next to my bed of me and him with Ally in my belly. She smiled and had tears running down his face. I walked over the crawl next to him on the bed. I laid my head down in his tee-shirt that covered his chest. I looked up at him as he played with my hair. I put my arms over his body and cuddle up next to him. He kissed my head and said Stevie why did we even start dating in the first place. I looked up and said you stopped me from cutting. He looked at me with a smile and said that's not all. I thought in my head real hard. I closed my eyes and scrunched my nose up like Ally does. I opened my eyes and said love? He smile real big like Danni and said love that would never brake. Love that keeps us together and in touch all these years. I was confused until he said Ally. I smiled and said our baby girl. I felt the warmth in my heart race up my whole body. Closed his eyes and said I missed you and the love we share. I felt my heart race up as I said the words I've said to this when we were 16/18. I said I love you Andy. He pressed his lips to mine and said can we start over. I was confused. He laughed and said Stevie you seem like a great girl would you like to go on a date with me on Friday night. I smiled and said I would love to. He put the picture he was still holding on my side table and put his other arm over me. Were eye to eye so closer I could feel his heart. I kissed his nose and laughed. He smiled and said maybe one day if were still in love and we date for a little while. He stopped and bit his sweet, soft lips. I smiled not hiding it and said baby what is it. He smiled and kissed my nose and said that's for you to find out. I knew what he was talking about but I played stupid. He moved his arm and sat up. I did the same. I looked at the blank wall that use to be filled with picture till I packed them away. He just stared at it. He looked down at his hands and said I know I'm not the smartest or the best guy in the world but I want to be the best for you. I felt my mouth drop but close before he could see me do that. I didn't know what to say. He moved his hand over mine and said I wish so badly I could go back and tell the old me not to leave your side. I felt heart beat harder and harder. I didn't want to say it but I did. I looked at him and said but you did. You left my side when she was only 2 months old. I didn't know what to do. Plus my mother kicked me out. Where would I go. You weren't there for me like you said. I felt my heart get hard and then soft like it just broke. I pulled the blanks off my legs and got up. I walked into the bathroom and slid down the door. I heard him get up. He was crying. I heard him put his pants on and sit down on the floor. I heard him hit his head as he laid down on the floor. I looked at the shower then up at my sink. I have a daughter I reminded myself. I guess I said it out loud because I heard him say you have a daughter that needs you. I smiled then frown. I stood up tried not to look at the girl I use to be. The girl that raise my daughter with little help from him on weekends. But I did. I looked at my messed up hair and my make up not washed off from yesterday. My shirt ripped up from the years its went through. I looked down to see my shorts. Short as heck. I looked in the mirror and saw the girl I was before him and the girls. I saw the girl with purple hair and black high lights. A nose ring and snake bites. My heart raced as I looked down. I saw my arms bleeding. I looked up and saw that girl in her mother's bathroom. She was crying. I was crying. I saw him come in and scream no. I remember that day. I was scared. This was right before I got pregnant with Ally. Then I realized this was real. It was me. Andy stood behind as I cried because of the pain. The bottle of wine on the floor. He put his arms around me. I couldn't see why I would do this. He just hugged me. Like that. Maybe he might not be prefect he's prefect to me.